jUsT mY liFE----JoEy

2010-01-01T21:52:00.002+08:00

Goodbye 2009 and hello 2010

RESOULTION FOR 2010.. SPEND LESS SAVE MORE!!!

Spend more time with my beloved family. STOP QUARRELING WITH MY MUM OVER VERY USELESS THINGS!!!

Was watching the countdown party at shenzhen just now, watching SJM perf they fly in frm seoul to shenzhen on that day to perf. I bet the rest of the boys is very tired.. performance one after another.
The look that siwon had, it make me cry. Hangeng wasnt there. He had to take the role of it. The sad look of his, it makes me heartbreak.
2009 the yr where SJ is at their peak of their career with the hit song sorry sorry, bringing them fame to the peak across asia, but at the same time troubles flooding in, Kibum isnt there with the grp, Kangin on hiatus and Now Hangeng... 3 missing on stage. Kyu is lonely with no geng and kangin ard him during sorry sorry...

i hope 2010 will be a better yr..

2010 graduating yr.. Hwaiting!!!

2009-11-05T19:12:00.002+08:00

BUSY!!!

I have been freaking busy with school work and yes exams is round the corner, 11days to go omg!!

and i am freak busy that i have no time for my buddies, QY AND ZX who has already finished their exams like ytd.. sorry guys i make sure i have time to make them up once i finish my exams end of this mth.. I HOPE!!

Mugging really hard, till mum thinks i am gg crazy soon. i talk nonsense to her sometimes.. without knowing wth am i talking about!!!

Once exams is finished i shall just finish my on hand work and smell freedom in a while... and by the time, kelly will be back from china, and 7Ds, will be reunited.. =D

OK i gtg, more mugging to be mug and hug my notes in this freezing cold library...

2009-10-06T01:13:00.001+08:00

下一站幸福...

I highly recommend this drama by vanness,is been years since he has been acting in a idol drama, but by the trailer and i watched the 1st episode, it got me hooked....

i bet during the 6yrs is going to be a tough one, forsee myself crying over the whole show, but i still hope is a good ending!!!

2009-09-16T10:32:00.003+08:00

JOEY IS HAPPY....

Is happy to see them putting a smile on their face again... =D

Something good might happen.. Miracle happen?? I HOPE AND I PRAY...

Never give up hope.. =D

sidenote: hae and siwon pls go have a haircut, sideparting doesnt suit the both of u pls...
KYU u look too hot in that MV... OH GOSH!! THAT KILLS ME INSTANTLY!!!!

FINALLY I CAN CONCENTRATE ON MY BOOKS!!! =X

BUT I AM SICK!!! ORZZZ!!!

2009-09-10T12:18:00.002+08:00

And to Junsu, Junho, Nichkhun,Taec and Chansung,
Hottest is still here for you guys. Stay strong. We will never give up, not now, not ever. We'll stick with you guys through thick and thin. Always.

quoted frm geral cyworld entry...

a tough week for hottests worldwide...

a statement that officially broke the hearts of hottest but since jyp hasnt announced that jay is leaving... i will stick to the 7 as 1 no one is allow to leave. JAY is just absent for the time being...

keep the faith-tvxq fans is holding this since the lawsuit, and now we have to keep the faith to hottests, everyone is behind us... we cant give up just like this...

we will not fall, cause we will be stronger then before...

2009-09-09T10:09:00.002+08:00

Everything that happened ytd seemed like a dream or rather a nightmare to me =(

No official statement released yet.
No 2pm members has stand out to say anything yet.

SO 2pm is still 7members... JAY IS STILL THE LEADER OF THE GRP.

AS LONG AS ONE DAY THERE IS NO OFFICIAL STATEMENT ON THE WHOLE EVENT, we will stick as one, NO ONE HAS LEFT...

JAY is just absent for the time being =)

ps: i hope u are feeling much better now... as we all pray for u =)

2009-09-08T12:46:00.002+08:00

I HOPE THAT I CAN JUST KILL ALL THOSE ANTI FANS AND BURNT THEM TO HELL!!!

WTF ARE U GUYS THINKING ASKING SOMEONE TO DO A COMMIT SUICIDE AND THAT U WILL U ANNOUNCE VICTORY OVER IT...

THIS SHOWS HOW CHILDISH AND GAY U NETIZENS ARE...

COME ON HE IS JUST A KID 4YRS AGO??? EVERYONE HAS A PAST... EVERYONE MAKES MISTAKES AND FYI NO ONE IS PERFECT.... SERIOUSLY SPEAKING!!!

AND WHO THE HELL GOES AROUND DIGGING OVER A MYSPACE COMMENTS THAT WAS DATED IN 2005... IS OBVIOUSLY THAT U ANTI FANS HAVE NTH TO DO AND JUST SIT IN FRONT OF THE COM AND JUST DIG FOR MSG THAT ENABLES U TO DO SUCH THING....

AND FYI, GAY IN THAT SENTENCE MEANS stupid..... IN A AMERICAN SLANG... THIS IS WAY TOO GAY AND DUMB..... OMFG!!!!

TO JAY:

I thought u will be strong enough to pull this through, with ur members and hottests u will u be able to get through all this...

BUT WHY ARE U LEAVING US SO HEART BROKEN!!!! i dun care what will happen in the future but this shld nt be the end results... >.<

NOW I CAN HOPE IS THAT U CAN CHANGE UR MIND AND COME BACK... 2PM NEED U SO DOES HOTTESTS,REM U SAID B4 7 AS ONE... W/O U THINGS WONT BE THE SAME ANYMORE...

2009-08-12T22:08:00.001+08:00

i am freaking tired now...

i dread to go school now...

it sucks and it makes me so restless...

all i want now is my bed to sleep w/o to think about whether do i need to go sch or did i hand in my assignments in time...

I NEED TO SLEEP... BUT I CANT!!!

2009-08-11T11:42:00.002+08:00

my 300th post...

Is back to sch mode, and that sucks big time...
The long wknd is over, joey has to go back to her slogging my ass off to rush my assignments, practice my krn and study even harder...

Ok aug is a happy mth, MIMI is coming back frm jp... ^__^ she did mention to me that she is coming back this wk, but somehow i dont ever remember that she told me over msn.. BUT HECK, cuz she is coming back ^__^

MIMI: u can eat tau hway for all i care, and tau suan ,and have 5meals in a day, till the 24thaug.. and u will be slogging ur ass off again in jp till i see u again nxt yr??

OK i shall hit back to my books and notes, and also finish my assignments.

BYE...

I'M SERIOUSLY LACKING OF SLP!!!!

2009-08-09T01:57:00.003+08:00

i got discharged... and went back to school for tutorials and lectures of the day and that sucks...

freaking tired, hoping i can sleep whole day long w/o thinking about when my assignments and projects is due.. sucks too...

so i decided to throw aside of all my notes and books, and i watched mnet scandal and some random 2pm clips and that make me laugh for the whole nite =D [they are seriously funny to the extend just like sj, kudos for that]

joey officially died in the charms of nichkhun and i think wooyoung is rather cute too, he is just such a curious baby... he doesnt need to do anything and he is already funny... how cute that is.

okk that is just been random =D

i got to go to bed, decided to give up on my notes and books and save my work for later.

2009-08-06T19:53:00.002+08:00

i am blogging from the hospital now,

is so cold and boring, andrew has went to get some notes for me, and i have to spend the night here as dr chan thinks i am rather safe here then home...

hw is piling up and is so much more to even to be complete. i wont want to have my graduation delayed again... well i just get through all this shit hopefully very soon...

2009-08-04T23:29:00.002+08:00

he is the 3rd friend passed away whom i know had the same disease as i do....

he used to a very cheerful guy despite having to go in and out of the hospital....

and so he surrender to GOD... he left me without saying a word..

i am glad at least he has fulfilled some of his dreams before he went to the 'other place'...

once i ask myself, what will want to do if i had limited time in my life?
-i will want to tell my brothers, no worries i will be fine in the 'other place', your burden has finally lessen... and thanks for taking care of me all these years... =D

-i want to tell mummy, thanks for being there, i know is hard for u to actually face the truth and the fact that i am a very sick daughter that you have to worry all the time... BUT be happy ok..
i am sure joel and joe will take good care of you on my behalf...

-i want to tell daddy i love him alot. i know the times we had is very limited, but no matter what i know when i am in trouble i can call u and rants abt it.. THANKS DADDY , AND I LOVE YOU

-to my extended family, my cousins and aunties, uncles I LOVE YOU ALL, AND BE HAPPY ALWAYS... =X

-to my friends, is too many to mention,no matter which part of the world u are, THANKS FOR CREATING SO MANY MEMORIES OF INTO MY LIFE and i appreciate the time and fun we had. DUN BE TOO SAD IF I HAVE TO LEAVE. life still has to go on, ok =X

- to my family doctors, in hk and spore, i know i am hard to tackle patient, and always going defiant against orders, but i know u all mean well to me. THANK U. =D

-to kyuhae, u guys probably wont read this, thanks for appearing in my life, the wonderful 13boys , the fun and the joy u guys brought to my life is more than i can ask for.
-To Kyu, ur wonderful vocals has make alot of impact in my life, ur smile brings wonders to my life. cont to strive hard in your career and cont to behave like a magnae, cause u are a mighty magnae.
-to hae, boast up ur confidence in yourself, ELFs will never leave you alone.Ur smile bring alot of joy and love to me, your love to your father never fails to make me cry for you. but i knw your daddy will be proud of u...

my limited time in life, i guess that day will come one day..

2009-07-30T19:45:00.002+08:00

I AM VERY DEPRIVED FROM SLEEP....

and fall sick already, and is only the starting of school.. >.<

i have assignments to complete and homework to complete... zzzzzzzzzz

I NEED TO SLEEP
I NEED TO SHOP
OVERALL, I WANT TO SLACK!!!

joey yearns for a simple in life... is that possible?

ps: i think i can join leeteuk club.M.I.L.K. the depressed soul gathering...
and i can be emo as he is....

I WANT TO SLEEP AND NOT FALL SICK AGAIN!!!!

2009-07-29T15:18:00.001+08:00

I've staring in front of my com since 10.,30am in the morning, doing my fu** assignment..

havent been really sleeping well since then.. AND I GOD DAMN TIRED NOW!!!!

I REALLY THINK I NEED A GOOD SLEEP SOON!!!

2009-07-25T23:55:00.002+08:00

man, i hate when the weather changes, it causes me to have rashes and i have to like be really careful once i have rashes developing, screw up...

THIS SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSS

2009-07-23T01:31:00.002+08:00

Is how funny things changed over the past few yrs??

friends whom u dun talk like for yrs... suddenly knock and talk to u?? bt the topic and thinking is still there.. isnt that sweet enough...

that's what friends are for.. =D

talking to rachel on msn, is how funny things changed over the years, bt nv fails that we think almost the same... aft all these yrs.

ps: i am sick..
pss: i need to learn to be more self discipline =D

2009-07-20T13:13:00.002+08:00

I MISS HIM SO BADLY!!

After watching 1001 fancam of the supershow 2, i cried... AGAIN!!!

IT TAKES HOW MUCH EFFORTS AND PAIN, NT SLEEPING, and just to put up a very gd performance for us, well done boys. =D

This time they had more solo den the previous super show, but this shows that sj is a grp of talents <333!!

The performance that make me laugh the most was BABYKYU and the rest dance gee.. OMG HE LOOK SO PRETTY!!! T__T

They sang my fave song, sapphire blue <33!! A song i been complaning to Jen all the time that they dun perform this song at any event before, finally they did at the concert =DDD

A BLUE SEA, 13boys ok not 13 cause kibum didnt attn! so is 12 boys with A CONCERT HALL THAT IS COVERED WITH SAPPHIRE BLUE =D

WELL DONE BOYS <333!!

ps: i miss my cho kyuhyun badly!!! T__T

2009-07-14T23:41:00.002+08:00

3yrs and still counting,

I love the smile on ur face,
I love the way how u shoot at ur hyungs and feel proud abt it
I love the way how u present yourself on stage
I love the way u are focus on the centerstage
I love the glam that u had over the past 3yrs
I love the way u are just who u are
OVERALL, I LOVE FOR WHO U ARE,

I hate to remind myself what happen 2years back in apr, GOD NEARLY TOOK U AWAY, BUT THANK GOD, IT DIDNT!!
I bet GOD muz be jealous, u have 12 hyungs beside u with us, support in whatever u do..

You dont really talk much in the grp, but once u talk, is something scary, it does frighten your hyungs... =XX well that is just you.

ALL I WAN TO SAY IS THAT I LOVE U MR CHO!! =D

ps: is just a random entry as i cried while reading a kyuhyun's fan acc. i guess we both love him very much =X

2009-07-11T01:11:00.001+08:00

DEAD TIRED....

i shall learn to look things on a brighter side... =D

ps: i dreamt too much of kyuhyun these days,[maybe i can see him real soon??]

i am still counting to the days i can see u again... been missing u since the last time i see u in feb =(

2009-07-08T18:41:00.003+08:00

I've been crying too much these days...

And I MISS MY BOYS ALOT!!

Man, i need to see them asap... LIKE SOON!!

before i drive myself crazy again... >.<

MR CHO KYU HYUN and MR LEE DONGHAE IS INVADING MY LIFE TOO MUCH!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!

is just another random post

2009-07-06T16:21:00.005+08:00

Credits: warner bros

* i refuse to post the image of daniel as my fave characters is always rupert and emma <33!!!

IS FINALLY HERE SOON IN SPORE!!!

it was delayed for a year due to the release of twilight last year =D

BUT BUT THE WAIT HAS FINALLY ENDED!!!

2 more movies to finish the whole harry potter series, a movie which has accompanied me for almost a decade!!
[harry potter and the deathly hallows is divided to be on a 2 parts]

man i guess i am going to miss the movie alot!!!

ps: i am damn hooked to twilight kr ver theme song....

2009-07-03T00:55:00.002+08:00

有些幸福不容易遗忘有些幸福是不是只要开始（林依晨独白）

每一次相遇都是一种幸福是不管何时何地遇见过什么人结果如何都是一种幸福（始源独白）

i was crying really hard when i was watching the mv with the last line that siwon said.

my tears just drop like nobody biz... >.<

it reflects the very true side of love...

till now when i watch the mv my tears will just drop...

it just remind me of him... >.<
someone who till now i have never let go before...

2009-07-02T20:10:00.004+08:00

i miss these 2 boys badlyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!

i miss my babykyu damn badly!!!! is just for no reason i miss my baby so much... T__T

and also i miss him too... his deadly smile kill me... INSTANTLY!!!

can nv forget the smile at sentosa, the way he smile each time i am staring at him.. the wave he gave <33!! u are my latest craze mr song.. ^^

and i realize i like guys who are like magnaes of the grp =DD and they have a common thing too, NAME THAT END WITH HYUN... LOL!!

ps:i am dying for ray ban optical frame... *_____*
pss: i miss minnie and cindy who is already in jp now..
psss: i miss mimi who has been in jp for the past 6mths
pssss: i miss the times we spent in bkk..
psssss: i miss everything that i use to have in my life..

but i am looking fwd to see them again... =DDD

2009-07-01T00:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BDAY ANGEL TEUKIE!!!

u're always the best leader in my heart...

ELFs LOVE U , so DO i, even though i hearts kyuhyun the most!! =XXX

2009-06-29T16:28:00.003+08:00

Each time i see him, I must be doing something else

Either i am eating, or worst i am sleeping..

That explains why he is always smiling to me each time i see him...

GLAM IMAGE, NO I DUN HAVE!!! and that is a very sad thing... >.<

THE NXT TIME I SEE HIM AGAIN. i shall stay put and not do anything...

Bt i earn a HI frm him =X

That smile of his... OMG can DIE!!!

2009-06-28T01:19:00.002+08:00

I am damn fuck tired,

pimples start to pop out frm my face due to lack of slp... omg dies...

Seriously chasing is never a FUN thing =X

I NEED TO SHOP SOON!!! LIKE SOON!!!

YSL IS ON SALES... OMG!!!

I have too much stuffs these days omg... JOEY SHLD STOP BIG TIME!!

ps: so happy i got some of my clothes, sold and they are all brand new.. =X
pss: Hi make my day!! LOL!!!
psss: guys who look good by nature, they can wear SLIPPERS AND STILL LOOK GD!!! =D

2009-06-23T00:32:00.002+08:00

Busy bt a very fun wknd i had, =DDD

been clearing the tonnes of clothes i have in my wardrobe for the 1001 yrs already...

and amazingly some have tags still intact with it... zzzzzzzzz

Aunt was telling me to get rid of them if not i have no space for the clothes i brought it back frm hk...

Bros really slaute me with the num of things i had with me, and they will probably kill me if they see the cc bill.. oops >.<

But thanks to my aunt, i managed to sell off some brand new clothes at a lower price and earn some $$ back =DD

the rest depends on when i am free to do a flea market that minnie has been telling me to do it..
simply i am just lazy...

BUT i hearts my balenciaga baggggggg... OMG!! is my current fave bag!!!

man this got me the thinking of getting a 2nd balenciaga bag... [whack me pls someone..]

but for now i need to saveeeeeeeeee!!

i need to self control!!!

2009-06-22T00:42:00.003+08:00

真的感覺得到我們是特別

謝謝你了﹐ 我們真的很知足了 ﹗﹗ ^________^

在機場得那個再見的TONE 我們很喜歡 ^^

超級無敵開心得﹗﹗﹗ 忍多幾個月又可以在看到你了

大家一起努力吧﹗﹗﹗

加油﹗﹗

PS: 但我真的很累啊﹗﹗

2009-06-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

THANKS ALOT ,

We all had fun... =DDD

2009-06-15T16:56:00.002+08:00

A GRAY BALENCIAGA MOTOCYCLE BAG MAKE MY DAY!!!

thanks <333

June is a happy mth, i have a gucci and balenciaga bag =DD

In July i have a new bag frm jp =DD

for the rest of the yr, i shall nt buy any more bags...

IF NOT MY FC WILL MURDER ME... I MUST LEARN TO CONTROL!!!

ps:i fall in love with automatic watches ever since daddy gave me one a.lange & sohne watch... and omg their price is @_@...

pss: just 5days more.... HEE so excited to see him again,i pray for success this time...

I want to lay my hands on a studded scandals and also open with stayreal tee... =DD

2009-06-10T11:20:00.002+08:00

JOEY IS DWN WITH A VERY VERY BAD FLU AND COUGH!!!

GREAT... stab myself!!!!

Voiceless and my throat is totally killing me NOW!!!

ARGH!!! blame myself for a weak body!!!!!!!

2009-06-09T17:23:00.003+08:00

A HAPPY GIRL ^____________________________________________________^

I simply love the mth of june...
and thanks to the presents i collected frm hk, frm kit,john,jay, zai, chris, wing, hung and nv forget my forever buddy in hk , Steve ^^

I totally adores the presents that u guys gave me, and stop feeding me with food pls, cuz i am gaining so much weight cause of u all... saddddddddd

Miss the times that we hang out together and for chris who will be heading to russia to work.. i will miss u very badly, no more late nite supper trips and free rides back hm...But pls inform me when u are here in town to work, i make sure my 24/7 is dedicated to u...

Still in the midst of unpacking my stuffs and which is alot... scary enough,..

I have to slaute my power to shopping in hk... LOL!!!

2009-06-08T11:22:00.002+08:00

i came across this at geral blog =DDD

Is all about SJ =XXX

1] Fave member : Kyuhyun, and Donghae

2] [ Be Honest] Yes or No, I memorised all thirteen members name: yes of course duh...

3] Only 13 or I love Henry & Zhou Mi : Both

4] How many pictures do you have of SJ [ You don't have to be exact]: tonnes of them, with the most numbers of KYUHAE ^^

5] Have You ever switched your favourite member [ be specific who]: NO, all along was KYUHAE ^^

6] Cutest Member : It has to be ryeowook

7] Hottest member: The one and only Siwon

8] For Qn 8, they all need to be different, and i know is hard but only one member]
8a] member you would like to marry: Kyuhyun
8b] member you would like to date: Donghae
8c] member you would like as best friend : Siwon
8d] member you would like as a pet and what animal : I dun knw i dun fancy animals AT ALL!!

9]Prettiest member: KIM HEECHUL!!!

10] Best singer: MY FOREVER NUM 1 CHO KYUHYUN

11] Member you think deserves more love then they get : Shindong

12] Member you think most like yourself: I DUN KNW, anyone knws??

13] Member you think you are jealous of all the time and why: hmm no one, or rather siwon he is fuck rich =X

14] Best Dressed Member: is a fight, and sorry joey cant ans this qn, cuz is a tough one.. LOL

done, and i am so bored that i am doing such quiz... LOL!!

2009-06-05T11:53:00.002+08:00

MR CHO KYUHYUN U HAVE TO STOP CHARMING PPLE,

everyone ard me even my maid is telling me how GOOD LOOKING U ARE!!

ok great u are charming pple and i am dying in your arms... =XXX

I shall wait patiently till the day i see u again... =DDD

JEN WE MUZ JIAYOU!!!

ps: mr lee donghae smile is missing frm his face these days
he is emo-ing like shit these days...
pss: mr cho kyuhyun u have to stop smiling secretly, is bad for health ok... =DDD

2009-05-29T01:57:00.002+08:00

I smell FREEDOM in the air...

My long awaited FREEDOM!!!

ps: sometimes is best to open and close one eye, I just cant believe that she is such a bitch!!

freedom i love u...

pss: mr cho kyuhyun ur msg at the msg board is so nt style bt i like <33

the ever mighty magnae ^^

2009-05-27T13:45:00.003+08:00

3yrs has gone, and i am glad u are still a strong boy ^^

HAPPY 3rd anniversary MY DEAREST KYUHYUN BABY!!!

Thank YOU for Surviving frm that accident, U make me cry buckets since i knew about the accident... U were at the verge of death, BUT U MAKE It. the very day that happen , a scar in my heart, a pain in all ELF hearts, APR 19...

U started out as an 13members where the elfs couldnt accept as they believe that SJ is forever 12. BUT U PROVE them WRONG, for ur nice vocals... SJ does NEED U!!!

During the DONT DON comeback after ur accident, u werent suppose to dance but u insisted, that breaks my heart into a million pcs, seeing u so much in pain and u have to dance and sing, and ur voice sound so weak. On that very day i cried again... HAPPY Tears no it wasnt, IT WAS TEARS OF HEART PAIN.

During the filming of the EHB, u told ur hyungs is that what they wanted?? U Tried So Hard to come this far, it was hard for u to mixed with them as ur trainee days was so short, U didnt have alot of interaction with them... BUT U CRIED, I knw u wont want things to happen in between the 13 of u... IT MAKE U CRY AGAIN!!

U were selected to be part of SJM, Language barrier was the toughest for u, u are not like hae who is active and dare to perform, Instead u always keep quiet, the best word u could ever say was FU WU YUAN, and that makes everyone laugh... Till today u dun really talk alot in China, due to the language barrier, but the little actions u are always doing make me feel so happy as i knw u are still happy =D

The 3rd Jib, Sorry Sorry, OMG u have a major change, in terms of looks and singing style,..
Friends ard me, been telling me, omg joey, KYU IS HANDSOME NOW...
I was like yes i knw and that is so annoying, but i am happy, that there are pple who praises u...
It just bring a smile to me,

U live totally like a MAGNAE SHLD BEHAVE, someone who dun say sorry to yr hyungs, cuz u truly think i am the magnae why shld i say sorry, U Pawns for that ^^
U dun use formal language when u greet ur HYUNGS and i guess they are use to that,.. CUZ U ARE CHO KYU HYUN, someone whom they really treasure alot..
U are the KIM GURA, who always say evil things but in a beautiful way, I SLAUTE U FOR THAT!!!
U are someone who i cry alot whenever i see u, be it in thai or hk, U JUST MAKE ME CRY ALOT!!! and i hate u for that.. =X
U are someone who makes me think that u have the best vocals who i have ever hear, the gentle voice of urs melts in the nite.
The way u say goodnight, melts my heart and make me die instantly.

3yrs has pass, and i am still counting...
Thanks for putting nice memories in my yrs of liking you, i dun knw when will my fandom of this will come to an end, but u are one of the best part in my life...

THANKS KYUHYUN, AND I LOVE U!!!

2009-05-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

These days , alot of things appear in my life,

Be it the happy one or a sad one, for those to who i rant, i truly appreciate that alot... ^^

For once i am not happy, to who she has turn out to be, seriously it really hurts me so much... but i dont wish things to be so ugly, but i guess is left with no choice... is like everything is tearing apart... Trust in her i doubt it has to be really tearing apart.

I came across these poem when i was telling jen abt what was happening,

"The rain may be falling hard outside,
But your smile makes it all alright.
I'm so glad that you're my friend.
I know our friendship will never end." -- Robert Alan

ZX and Qiyou has been a really gd fren to me for the past few days, thanks pals ^^
For Junie i thank you for being such a nice fren and understand =DD
For my wonderful amazing frens like cindy,Mimi [who is far in jp now studying] and minnie park , a grp of frens where i find them totally amazing =DD

and my ever wonderful JEN, thanks for being so understanding all these yrs i knw we will last till the very end... ^^

and not ALSO to those who knws what i went thru THANKS ALOT

I LOVE U ALL!!!!
ps:like i love kyuhae i love u all too =X

2009-05-23T23:24:00.002+08:00

I AM DEAD TIRED,

Bt for the past week been a very happy girl with all the fangirling of the sj world...

and thanks to WT who told me interesting stories that happen at SM while waiting...

HE TOTALLY MAKE ME LAUGH BY THE EXPRESSION U DESCRIBE TO ME!!!

i bet he muz have been looking for a hole to hide during that time,

But to that passer-by omg u rocks totally.... I slaute to U!!!

and to that elf who ask WT that QN, I seriously laugh off my ass when WT told me, U shld have say YES, that will probably scare them off, and in that case she will have antis in kr... LOL!!

and xiang is heading to kr, sobs, by the time she is back i havent even start to pack for my kr trip... and junie and bjj is heading to kr too...

NOV WAIT FOR ME, I SHALL ATTACK U AGAIN!!!!
KR TRIP better be a fruitful one, and mr choi ur words better make it true, if nt i make sure I WILL DO SOMETHING EVIL TO U!!! [oops, that is something i wanted to do each time i see him]

ok tired, bed time

2009-05-18T16:05:00.002+08:00

已有好一段時間沒有追戲最的那麼辛苦了

從一月到現在我一直很期待看敗犬女王

他的故事寫的很真實﹐ 從第10集到第19集我幾乎都在哭

廬卡斯對單無雙的愛我看到了他的努力我心疼了

學長的執著讓卡斯一度的想放棄了那時候就像JJ 說的好人卡可以分他一份

但還好他沒有不讓我想我會哭慘了

8歲的姐弟戀不好談因為要面對的現實問題有太多了

卡斯的堅定但無雙開始猶豫了生活有太多得顧慮

我很希望結局會是HAPPY ENDING﹗﹗ 不結婚也行但我要他們在一起就行了

天阿﹐ 你就成全我的小小小的心願把﹗﹗

卡斯加油﹗﹗

我越來越覺得小天得演技進步得無敵好﹗﹗ 加油了阮小天﹗﹗

2009-05-09T23:08:00.002+08:00

tricia ker makes all of us to post this msg on our blogs.

"7Ds went to 77th street and bought 7 rings!''

I insisted that we go Tiffany and Co to buy our friendship ring, they say i am too high class,
the cheapest inside t&c is 260.

compared to the one i am wearing now is the altas ring, a gift frm ZX.LOL!!

I have nv take a cab 4times in a day within a short period of time.. LOL

we went to ms clarity for lunch, as bugis was too boring, we took a cab to Far east plaza to have some shopping.

I bought 2dresses, a nike teeshirt and a long vest.

After all the walking frm far east to wisma to taka , we took a cab back to liang seah st for dinner, joey insisted in eating 'zi char' at liang seah st. We wanted to have desserts after that, but it was too packed... ><

After dinner, tri still hasnt give up the idea of getting a friendship ring. we decided to head back to town to look for one. The time we on board a cab again, was already 8.50.. we had only 10mins to take either a bus of cab BACK to TOWN..

END UP WE TOOK A CAB AGAIN!!!! this was the 3rd time in a day that we took a cab..

end up we decided to buy one frm 77th st... ^^

head for hm after that, cuz my stuffs was too HEAVY!!!

i shopped too much these days.. LOL!!!

2009-05-08T11:18:00.002+08:00

Ok something must be wrong with LEE DONGHAE AGAIN,

each time of the yr, every few mths, he has to be very emotional, and to be exact super emotional,

latest cyworld msg: I feel like stopping...

Each time he has to make the ELF worry for that little prince who thinks alot...

my dearest MR LEE DONGHAE,

No matter where u are, where are u based, be it in Korea or Japan or China,
ELFs will always be there for u, u dont have to worry that the ELFs will leave u there
and forget abt ur existence

Teukie once say at their 3rd anniversary, SJ is forever 13, we cant have more nor less,
FOREVER 13,

Super Junior + ELFs = Forever as one,

Starts with Angel Teuk End with Kyuhyun, and forever with the ELFs...

cant u stop posting emo cyworld msg!!!!

Ps: suddenly i mss my leedonghae and chokyuhyun!!!!!
JEN HOWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAN TO SEE THEM NOWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-03T20:51:00.003+08:00

OK my life been rather boring these days,

I need to pack my war zone rm for a flea market that dengli intro me so that i can earn some fast bucks and at the same time get rid of my clothes... LOL!!!

shall do it after my papers end on thur, smell freedom soon.

and sch hols round the corner, i cant wait for it to come... LIKE SOON PLS!!!

ps: i get tired very easily these days... ><

2009-04-27T21:39:00.002+08:00

雖然時間上有點匆忙﹐ 但真的很開心﹐

當天送機的早晨﹐ 你的行為我們嚇倒了﹐ 但有感覺到窩心 ^^

還有你真的很累噢﹐這麼一直在睡覺阿﹐>.<

我們應該比你還想睡覺阿﹐行程很短但我們真的累死了拉﹗﹗

但一切都值得﹐果然沒有白白喜歡你 ^^

天﹐ 你真的是好人阿但我喜歡哈哈 ^^

2009-04-15T17:45:00.002+08:00

曾經一想起他﹐ 眼淚就會流
曾經和他去過的地方總會想起一切

他說我是個愛哭鬼﹐ 但每次在我哭完後﹐ 他會哄我。。好懷戀

這一切的一切都只是因為他。。。

最近看到他了﹐ 本來想轉身就走﹐但我的腳這麼都不聽話﹐我傻傻的就站在那不動

我想是我們都放不下對方﹐ 才會在原地不動。

我很想把一切都放掉﹐不再去想。。。

很難把我想努力的一切都會成為泡沫

從這一秒開始我不會在為過去的事情而難過了。。。

我想我可以
我希望我可以

只是我想我要的是時間而已

2009-04-09T11:40:00.002+08:00

JOEY IS VERY LAZY TO BLOG THESE DAYS... LOL!!

last weekend was a crazy wknd...

Sat i met with my lovely 7ds excluding my low junyi cuz she was down with fever and sore throat... sad, miss her so much...

went to shokudo at cine for dinner, kbox to sing and i refuse to go hm after that, which is normally nt my style of life, we decided to roam ard town, kelly went hm after that... ><

we were looking for a 24hr cafe, to sit and rot as usual, but we couldnt find any, end up decided to grab a cup of starbucks and just walk ard.. AND GOD, we saw TCC along the thai embassy, which is 24hrs..... OMG!! stab myself... nvm girls we can go there b4 everyone starts to get really busy with their life again... ><

HAPPY BELATED BDAY TO MIMI AND BLING,

ps: thank god mimi love the surprise we gave her, miss her so badly.... =(

I AM TYPING RUBBISH AGAIN.... OH GOD...

HAPPY BDAY YAMAPI!!!! <333

mugging and brain cells is prepared to die again...... ><

I MISS MY FRENS AND KYUHAE BADLY!!!

2009-04-02T17:20:00.002+08:00

NO MORE BOF = no more sweetness from yijung and gaeul... SAD!!!!

But the ending for yijung and gaeul is more den i can ask for, a sweet smile frm yijung after 4yrs spending in sweden ^^ omg that makes me cry buckets... ^^!!!

The part where Gaeul's student asked Yijung,
Student: " Uncle, did u just came back just came back frm overseas?"
Yijung: " How did u knw??"
Student: " Back frm Sweden??"
Yijung: " Yah, How did u knw??"
Student: " teacher Gaeul been telling us that her boyfriend is in sweden.."

OMG SWEET!!! It just got me cry buckets T__T

well for jihoo, for some might think that he shld end up with jandi but, as far as we knw that Rui will never end up with makino, for the tw ver and jp ver is already telling us that they cant be together forever.. so well i am still happy for jihoo. As he is such a good looking doctor, i wont mind visiting the doc every other day.. is such a eye candy ...

ps: my heart doc is quite an eye candy. but i wish my doc in charge is as good looking as YOO JI HOO is... LOL!!! -insane mode, lol-

I WAN MORE GAEUL WITH YIJUNG, so pls release the the full cf for ANYCALL BODYGUARD. they are just meant for each other... ^^

a busy weekend for me still...

meeting with the 7ds, FINALLY... MISS THEM SO BAD...

SPAZZING AND SINGING!!! LATE NIGHT SESSION!!! <3333

YIJUNG GAEUL HAPPY FOREVER!!!!

2009-03-31T12:20:00.002+08:00

credit to :baidu donghae bar, and the fanpage of donghae

Each time he talks about his dad, he never fails to drop a tear...

He might be the happy LEE DONGHAE we all knw, bt deep down inside the heart, he is a softie.

After watching Tonight Staying at ur hostel, It make me cry so hard, the reason behind it, Donghae.

Eeteuk talked about, just when Donghae's dad knew that he cannot make it, he wanted Eeteuk to take good care of Donghae till the very end.

Reason of why i LOVE SUPER JUNIOR So much is because their bond is so STRONG!!!

They had to better stop making me cry... i been really crying non stop for the past few days..T_T

DONGHAE, U been working really hard, and that is all what we can see, Stay happy and cheerful forever, Ur dad will be very proud of U and super junior, as he is in heaven looking out for u guys ^^ ELFS will be there for u too ,LOVE!!!

ps:Kyu is a AMAZER!!! he amazes me alot.... ^^ my lovely baby kyu <333

2009-03-30T13:05:00.002+08:00

Been crying too much lately....

Fri= Sj won #1 after 2 weeks of promoting their weeks on Music Bank, with the speech that angel Teuk said, it make me cry like mad...

Sat = Met up with Mei and co with June, Xiang and Weiqi, for dinner, we took Photos and it came out FUNNY!!!! Went Hm and watch SJ Variety. LEE DONGHAE MAKE ME CRY, Specifically is TEUK AND HAE MADE ME CRY!!! PALS THEM!!! ANd I WAS CRYING REAL HARD!!!

Sun= Stay hm and watch vids, pack up my warzone rm, and went to meet Xiang, Cindy and Junie for dinner b4 we sent Mei off to Japan for her studies... We cried at the airport, well is kind of bu she de,,, BUT MEI U BETTER STAY THERE AND BE A GD GIRL!!!

We will see u real soon ok.... and ps: dun forget my shopping list k... LOL!!!

-runs away frm minnie park lim-

Junie shld just throw away her puppy food... LOL!!!!

2009-03-27T16:39:00.002+08:00

been too lazy to even update,

life been so busy, as usual, reports to be handed in, assignments to be done, and what worst, EXAMS IS COMING!!!! omg!!!

SOMEONE JUST STAB ME KILL ME, ANY WAY THAT IS FASTER...

Tired and Exhausted.... ><

CAN TIME JUST PASS FASTER, I NEED MY HOLIDAY BREAK SOON AND MY GETAWAY!!!

away frm Spore for like a mth is pure heaven ^^

2009-03-13T10:39:00.002+08:00

THEY ARE FINALLY BACK!!!

AFTER 1YR and 6MTHS....

one world one love =13 will shine as one ^^

KYUHAE IS FINALLY BACK!!!!

well i personally favours the song 'let's not'

reading the translation of the song, it makes cry even harder

the reason behind, it remind me of HIM...

someone i cant let it go despite is being 1 1/2 yrs ago...

maybe at the 1st place i know that i can never it go.. ever...

ps:KYUHAE IS <33333!!!

pss: 7Ds is LOVE!!!! *winks*

2009-03-02T16:06:00.001+08:00

10days to their comeback

a bright new concept and a bring new image...

i am looking fwd to it....

13blue pearls will shine as one AGAIN....

SJ HWAITING!!!!

KYUHAE <3333!!!!

2009-03-01T03:05:00.003+08:00

there is a friend who tells me that surviving each day is a GIFT FRM GOD....

i cant change what happens in the past, nor i can do something now in the present, or in the future.

with the ltd time i have in my life, i will do all my best and always strive for the best...

PS: i dreamt of my fren who passed away with the same illness, but he look happy there...
thanks buddy, i knw u are happy up there... till den when we meet again, i will always miss u!!! ^^

2009-02-27T00:10:00.002+08:00

is back again...

is all about waiting time....

death brushes pass me once b4, and this time is coming again??

heart is nt 'listening' to me again... sigh....

how long will this sufferings has to last for me...

probably letting it go at the 1st place was the right choice, right mummy....

maybe bros was right, i am stubborn, i wan to strive for everything good in my life,

contented, happy, cheerful. i tried to stay positive, but well the negative thoughts did come sometimes.

seeing the sadness in my mum's face, i knw she is gg to worry abt me again... sigh..

talked to bros abt it, they are like omg it happen again... i survived a yr and now is all coming back to me...

i dun pin hopes cuz i dun wan any of my hopes being dashed...

all i can ask for is to live day by day w/o any accidents...

2009-02-21T22:55:00.002+08:00

Havent been updating, been really sick for the past week... Cough, Fever, Flu, Rashes.. OMG!! HOW SAD!!!

But my condition is FINALLY IMPROVING, BUT I AM STILL ON MC... >.<

THEY ARE COMING BACK SOON!!!

Mar, 2009....

having to almost disappear frm the kpop entertainment for almost 1yr and 6mths... busy with their sub grps projects, they are finally coming back as 13... a long waiting game for the ELF...
I missed the days when they were together, i bet nth beats the members of sjm who missed their krn members as they base in China for almost a yr...

Album: 13yeond your imagination.Nice title...
concept: sexy and mature... WAHAHA...
i seriously cant imagine members who are stripping or showing off their body... SJ still fits the image of dressing them up... showing off the skin, pls leave it to TVXQ, they fit a better image of that ^^

Mar 2009, a mth that ELF has been waiting for... A new SJ , 13 of them together.. Brand new concept and a new image... SJ FIGHTING!!!

I JUST CANT WAIT!!

13 Blue Pearls will rule as ONE!!
SJ+ELF =ONE WORLD, ONE LOVE...

micky park is one awesome guy, he makes me feeling like stealing his brand new audi R8 car...
but he still look gd in the kr concert. piano chun is LOVE!!! <33.

2009-02-12T18:53:00.001+08:00

Day 2 SM concert Part 1

Finally the day has arrived, We woke up at 6.30 in the morning, after washing up, i went downstairs to have a look of the suituation and on the meantime, to have breakfast, Due to lack of slp, i had very swollen eyes on that day... I was wearing shades at 7am in the morning just to cover my super swollen eyes.

After breakfast, Junie and me went up to take our boards and camera dwn, so as to standby for the boys to go for rehersal, Just happened that mei mei and co was downstairs taking their breakfast too.

Due to the complaint i made the previous night, those non hotel guests were shoo off of the hotel on the day itself, and they allowed only in house guests to get into the hotel. ^^
So it wasnt so crowded as the night before, everything was much better then the day before. =)

I accompained wenting to the other side of the passageway just before her SNSD appear, as Wenting need to pass presents to them, frm the point we were standing, we could have a clear view of who is coming out from the lift, Poor wenting was shouting out her lungs for tiffany but too bad, she cant hear. >.< ---hugs wenting----

SNSD-- they were friendly, Initially i didnt really the girls alot, But Taeyeon and Yoona was friendly. Waving to the fans and smiling, Tiffany, wenting fave, was the 1st one to walk the front, I wanted to spot Taeyeon, as usual she was the last one, right behind, TINY AND CUTE ^^...

After that, IT WAS TVXQ WHO CAME OUT OF THE LIFT..

joey: who is nxt???
wenting: i dont know?? i cant really tell....
wenting:[saw changmin] TVXQ....
joey: OMG!!
IT JUST GOT ME A SHOCKED....

Micky as usual--- in his white hoodie,shades, jeans and his infamous slippers. with his ear phones plug into his ears, he was walking real fast,

Jae--dressed in black shirt with jeans and his beanie and headphones with shades was walking behind micky,

Changmin--dressed in stripes sweater and jeans, with no shades on, and a document bag, haha, he looked as if he is gg on a biz meeting. LOL!!

Nxt was Leader Jung-- he look suave, seriously.. ^^ dressed in a gentlemen hat, Specs, sorry due to my poor memory i couldnt rem what was Yunho wearing... sorry folks, ^^
And the last was junsu, all i could rem was that junsu was in shade, earphones and dressed in black in too, sorry everything came too fast, no time to notice him... LOL!!

The nums of fans that was waiting for TVXQ is like HORRIBLE CRAZY AT THE HOTEL, After TVXQ left for rehersal, is quite obvious that the num of fans waiting for the nxt 2 grps has been cut by half. LOL

The wait cont', for Sj and Shinee to come out, As wenting approach to the stadium to get a better view of the whole show.[ ms wenting if u are reading, i want to watch fancams of urs la... =.=''']

We sat down, chatted and waited... This is all about waiting, if u are patience enough, u will see what u want to see or even who to see... This is what fangirling is all about...

Well after much screams and waiting, they finally APPEARED, SJ came out 1st, with Henry and Zhou Mi, i switched on my very bright liteboard, that even the security guards wont dare to even look at me... [board was too bright]
I spotted Eetuek, and 2nd in line was BABY!!! he was wearing a hoodie winter jacket, he looked sick in fact he was sick... [sobs...] but he was still polite enough to wave to the fans at both sides before on board the bus, ^^ sorry i couldnt spot the rest after that, but none the less i spotted hae and siwon too... Is never hard to spot Siwon, and hae too =) their superstar aura... <333
But is never hard for me to spot my BABY KYU LOL!!! [ignore me for this]

Followed by shinee. as usual they didnt really to the waves and just walk straight to the bus...

After all the star gazing , we went up to our room and bathe, prepare ourselves to the concert, Changing up, called for room service to have a light meal, and went downstairs to meet our friend, so that we can head to the concert venue together... I was actually looking forward to the concert as is been mths since i have seen SJ as a grp[ignore the SJM] ...
motivation to the concert was to see SJ... LOL!!!

On the journey to the hotel, i was sleeping my way through... after a 45min journey we have reached our concert venue, ^^ The National Stadium...

more to update... this is just part one of the story... ^^

Deng Li pls dun murder me 1st... i will update asap...

2009-02-10T15:59:00.005+08:00

My Fan Account for Sm town Bkk!!!

Day 1

I met Mal and Charlene at the airport, jetting our journey to the long awaited concert that was postponed since last nov.

Slept through my flight there as i was really tired... We were hoping that we could be able to at least meet up with SJH and Shinee inside the airport, end up we came out late, SJH left and we saw Shinee inside the airport, busy calling junie who was waiting for us to arrive, We were in a total shock when we saw Shinee as frm our arrival gate, we saw a car arriving frm the other gate, camera flashing and pple running, The 1st member i saw was Minho as he was wearing green, That was BRIGHT enough and not very hard to spot him, 2nd was Bling with taemin and at the back row was the ever smiling Onew and Key.

And followed by them was the whole crew of the SM. Cute guys spotted =). We cleared the customs took our luggages and went to look for Charlene's friend, Rebecca...

After that we went to flag a cab to the hotel, it was a long and HOT JOURNEY to the hotel, as usual the traffic kills, but it takes less then 45mins for us to rch the hotel.

Our check in was like so personal, for the 1st time i had this kind of service, well we paid $$ for that. And at the same time, Deng Li and Mei Mei was also doing their check-in too!! =)
Bathe as the weather was really hot, and went downstairs to wait for the boys. It was a LONG WAIT... Aft ard 2hrs of waiting , they finally appeared, first was Eeteuk,HanGeng, KangIn, Ryeowook.Siwon and Shindong. SJ is a BIG grp, they were seperated into 2grps, followed by Donghae [who was wearing his cap really low with his glasses on, that i couldnt even see his eyes.] Yesung who waved to the fans before onboard the bus, Sungmin and Hyukjae.
And here comes, SHINee, no interaction with the fans i think, according to my memory... LOL!!

i was bored while waiting, took a photo with junie =)

with my board, once is switched on, is gg to blind pple's eyes. LOL!!

Fans waiting for the boys to come out

ltr we took the skytrain, to the Press Con Venue, omg it was horribly crazy, everywhere was pple, frm the 3rd level frm the train station to the 1st level of the skytrain. Joey didnt get any good view of the press con, no photos for that....

Went to find some food and drinks as we were starving after a long day... went to 29plaza where those idols stuffs is sold, and junie bought a very nice picture of Shinee, as for joey, i didnt really buy alot as there was not much choices of kyu, donghae and siwon stuffs as most of them was either sold out if not is nothing much of a uses.

Back to the hotel, bathe and call for room service to eat, Joey was starving... and rest for a while before going down to wait for TVXQ and SNSD. and also SJ with SHinee, end up we didnt see any except for SNSD. I was doing my mask when SJ came back.. SAD.... chatted with the sporeans fans, we formed our mini spore and almost the convo was either in Singlish or chinese in order not to let those pple who 'bullied' us understand what was our convo about.!LOL!!!
it was warm at the lobby due to the number of fans that was waiting for TVXQ to arrive... it was flooding with pple at the lobby. Beside me was 3 japanese fans, one Yunho fan, one Micky and one changmin fan, the changmin fan left an impression to me as she carries a photo album of changmin whenever she sees him... SO CUTE!!! But end up, the boys didnt knw walk thru the lower lobby instead they walked frm the main lobby... =.=
since we are there., we waited for SNSD. Jessica as usual, i dun like her, so i ignore her, BUT YOONA was so pretty and she had no makeup on... PRETTY!!! and there comes the tiny Taeyeon... She is so cute... ^^

went up to my rm and rest.

today is the 10th feb, is Choi Siwon BDAY!!!
STOP BEING SO HOT, U will kill all of us one day... LOL!!
HAPPY BDAY MR CHOI ^^

day 2 to be posted either later in the nite... ^^

2009-02-09T00:52:00.001+08:00

ok i am back....

tired, voiceless, and bones breaking...

IT WAS REALLY A FUN ONE.... <333

SJ IS LOVE!!!!

KYUHAESI IS MY LOVE............ <33333333333333

2009-02-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

BACK FRM HK, FLY TO BKK,

GREAT, results, i am tired and drained...

Unpack and Pack again... VERY TIRING THING TO DO!!!

AND THE GRACE IS NOT GG TO THE SM CON, OMG WHY DOES SM HAS TO DO THIS TO ME AT THE VERY LAST MIN, --Shoots LSM--

NO MORE JAELINA PERFORMANCE!!! --CRIES-- [this was one of the performance i am looking fwd to.. SIGHS!!]

But i hope to see all 13 on sat... LOOKING FWD to see KYU HYUN AGAIN AFTER A MTH?? i think .... LOL!!

be back on sun, till den see ya,.....

PS: SPORE weather is TERRIBLE NOW... OMG!!! i wish i could carry an aircon everywhere i go... =.='''

2009-02-02T23:00:00.001+08:00

Just a Quick one,

HAPPY BDAY TO MY BABY KYU[according to kr time]

<3333 u always.....

2009-01-26T13:49:00.002+08:00

A very cold winter cny....

HONGKONG IS COLD NOW!!!!

BUT I AM ENJOYING MY TIME HERE....

HONGKONG IS STILL THE BEST PLACE ^^

2009-01-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

OK 1st of all,

i lost my wallet, all my cc, atm cards,ic, membership card all gone. and some cash too... T__T

Got a very bad scolding frm my bros, and i have to have my cards replace asap...

tmr i am jetting off back to hm, for a one week or so for cny hols,, HK HERE I AM BACK AGAIN... =)

3rd time in 2mths sitting the airplane, same flight same airline... =.= '''

i just need to search for a new wallet and get all my cards replaced.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, AND LET ROLL MONEY THIS YR ^^...

MONEY PLS CONT TO ROLL IN THIS YR FOR ME... ^^

2009-01-17T11:29:00.002+08:00

Life is pretty boring for me these days,

Sch, work and hm.. TIRED.

I got hooked to the krn ver of hana yori dango, omg....

i swear that they have the BEST Sojiroh Nishikado EVER for the krn ver... CUTEST AND THE BEST LOOKING ONE TOO!!! ^^ KIM BUM IS JUST SO MUCH LOVE <33333333333

Well hyunjoong nv fails to charm the girls, with the role of the prince charming hanazawa rui... **MELT** He made me rewatched WGM and Some random clips of SS501 <333333

For lee minho, his role of Domyouji Tsukasa omg he portrays like jerry does for the tw ver.. IS FUNNY but he is sweet.... <33. Apparantly i thought i was the only one who thinks that Minho look like Jerry frm the side view, well some of my frens who is currently watching this show, thinks so too... HE is like a mixture of Jerry and Changmin.. =X

nxt week i am heading back hm for cny, excited yes, but the weather is too cold now, past few days the weather back hm was crazy, like 2deg or even 0DEG... OMGGGGGG... i swear in my entire life since i born, i have not experience THAT COLD IN HK!!! IS MADNESS...

**mother earth is angry** weather is getting too crazy... =.=

ok cont with my packing... rm is in the state of war...

2009-01-11T22:28:00.002+08:00

got hooked with this song these days, is on my playlist for the past 3days..

When i 1st come in contact with this song, i didnt expect that it was by Show Luo... The Way he sings is so diff, so not him, or i would say in such a way, is a diff style that he uses in this song and is a nice song. ^^

没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名爱
如果已没有我的空隙嘿
只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记

Cause I Believe 那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

Oh I believe
Cause I believe那幸福不灭的定律你的手心
不一定要由我握紧就像恒星总会有发光的原因
Oh I believe
你值得被珍惜也值得我放弃

2009-01-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

stomach hasnt been feeling very well since tue, worst i have no time to even see the doc,

that is how busy i am now.... sad enough....

had a heart to heart talk with jen , thank god she really knw me very well, thanks mummy ^^ i knw sometimes words doesnt need to be spell out and u will knw what the person feel or even say,everything in the heart.
i knw for mummy jen, she will knw how i feel <33333
thanks for everything... i truly appreciate that alot ^^
----- gives u a big big hug-----

i need time to adapt with changes,
i need time to think with how i want to deal with my life,
i need time to let myself relax
i need time to let my body rest,

start of 2009= is not a very good start for me indeed,

but i hope that it will be a gd yr for me..

for him i truly wish u are a happy one...
always rem to put a smile, cuz i love ur million dollar smile ^^
take care and dun fall sick so often... ^^
love u always ^^

2009-01-06T00:35:00.002+08:00

1st day of school reopens,

SUCKS... TIRED...

i woke up late as usual, joseph had a hard time waking me up with the num of phone calls... it was 15missed calls till he decided to call my hse phone.. ^^ sorry pal.

Got changed, while waiting for weiliang to pick me up frm hm to sch ^^ is nice having a fren who lives near u and studies in the same sch as u ^^

it sucks big time seriously, let's see my timetable for this term, haha, mon and fri i have sch till 6, tue and thur tutorials, wed is the only free day i have, and alternate sat i have lectures... busy, hectic school life....

no time for leisure this yr, assignments and projects is taking half my time away as i am graduating this yr. OH NO, means working life soon?? NOOOOOOO!!!

i am just looking fwd
end of jan = back to hk for cny
early feb = sm con in bkk
mar/apr= jp or kr [depends on mum and my 2 bros ^^]
may=mugging season
end of jun = shopping trip back in hk [summer time]

i need to slp, deprived frm it...

i miss my baby... T__T

i miss jen and sharon so much.. >.<

i miss the spazzing and bitching sessions with mel, hannah and the rest... [meet up soon girls >.<]

i miss the times i spend with my pal qiyou, now he is the one complaining that cause of my hectic schedule i wont be able to have time to meet him for a meal , sorry bro

i miss my bros so much [ i always do]

i miss the times spending with geral, tricia, qianhui, junyi, wenna and kelly....

i miss my 9jms too...

man i miss so much things in my life.

and i need time.

2009=critcial yr for my health, 1 1/2yr almost has gone, in and out of the hospital.

this yr, i just pray i will be in good health and no more hospital stays ... i just hate the smell of the hospital, it stinks so much... >.<

2009-01-01T20:08:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2009!!!!

Happy Bday to Sungmin and Koichi Domoto... =DDD

well 2008 has gone and here we are 2009 ^^

Resoultions of the new Year,

-spend less on shopping
- study even harder
-i will be on a gd health
-be richer ^^

2008-12-31T00:09:00.002+08:00

Man, i hate yr end, it just makes u reflect what have u done over the past yr...

any achivements?? hmm i have to think about it.

the new yr is ard the corner, and i have goals to achieve..

in the meantime, i have to learn to save $$ and not spend unnecessarily, cuz with the economic that is really doing not very well now...

SAVE MONEY ^^

2008-12-29T00:17:00.002+08:00

AND I LOVE U SO MUCH...

despite all the tears and laughters....

I BLAME MYSELF FOR LOVING U TOO MUCHHHHHHHH!!!!

2008-12-28T00:58:00.003+08:00

THANKS BABY FOR THE WONDERFUL DAY ^^

u make my day a colorful one.

THANKS I LOVE U <333333333

2008-12-26T23:56:00.002+08:00

for once, i had never curse and swear so much in my entire life, never.............

***** fans shld burnt themselves to death, seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyy,

They can fight equally with the ****fans, and have a draw game...

i would have pass my presents to him, i wont have torture myself to death, waiting so long for him.

Nth is done, and i am upset,

My Nike shoes is being stepped, my boots too... DAMN U.

i swear u girls will get ur karma soon...

But thanks baby, i appreaciate that alot. =DDDDDDD

2008-12-23T23:08:00.002+08:00

The num of times i watch this movie, 3 times up to date , at the same cinema... and even the same seat... LOL!!!

This is how crazy i am towards twilight. I could even memorise the lines that ROB been saying inside the show or Kristen... this couple is just love...

one of everyone's fave scene, the kiss where bella hits edward towards the wall, and said" u are much stronger then i thought" poor edward... LOL!!!

the prom is one of the sweetest scene and fave personal scene ^^ is just the ambience and the settings of the site, is just perfect.

my fave vanity fair photo, is just the chemistry they have, the feel they got, omfg is just PERFECT...

he is always looking in pain, But he is cute, I cant wait for book 3 where jasper has more parts,, or even 4...

Alice, aka Ashley, she is gorgeous, i prefect ashley to have long hair rather then short hair, she sound so nice... and pls part 2 of the movie, pls include that scene, i want to see her drive in that car... ^^

she look so much younger in the vanity fair shoot, and prettier of course, ^^ but well she plays the role of the ever good looking carlisle's wife , so she has to be abit of some age,... but elizabeth is pretty...

Rosalie with her lover, emmett, ... i love the way how emmett sees thing, he might be playing and joking ard, but when it comes to serious stuffs he can be FIRM... so is rosalie...

How can i forget the ever impt guy of the Cullen Family ....

a vampire of 362 yrs old, ^^ hot sexy and yes he is a very nice guy... he hold the whole cullen family together ^^

Thanks to my ever dearest Jo, who intro me the book , i got hooked to it and been waiting for the movie to be release in spore since i dun knw when...

ever since harry potter, i think twilight is the 2nd one where it got me so hooked to the story line, man i cant wait till end of nov nxt yr when the 2nd movie is out... till then i hope summit will release the dvd like SOON... i just cant wait,...

2008-12-21T22:41:00.003+08:00

Photos to be updated soon....

I cant believe how exaggerating it is. I went to 6 Outlets of LEVIS to search for my jeans, END UP NONE OF THE OUTLETS HAS MY SIZE, OMG!!!!

But instead of the jeans that i wanted, i went to get myself another red tab jeans, so that i wont have to carry back my old jeans home. =.=

Ytd, i went to meet my dear josephine wee, went for dinner at our usual place, thanks JO for the treat and the card i <333 it alot... and not to mention that we watch twilight together....

OMG I JUST HAVE TO SAY TWILIGHT IS ONE GD MOVIE, EDWARD CULLEN IS ONE SWEET VAMPIRE...

my full collection of stephanie meyer series...

i cant believe that for one book , i bought like 3 types of diff cover, the collector's edition,the movie ver, and the very 1st version of the book... I MUST BE CRAZY... SERIOUSLY. LOL

2008-12-15T21:15:00.002+08:00

wanted to update my blog but Photobucket wont allow me to upload the photos frm my camera...>.<

i will update real soon, gt to get back to my book...

ps:edward cullen is the sweetest vampire on earth <333 total one hot GUY, no, he is not a GUY he is a VAMPIRE ^__^

2008-12-12T00:26:00.001+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG SHE IS SUCH A CF...

MY POOR BOYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-09T13:50:00.005+08:00

Mummy says that the num of shoes i have is enough for me to open a shoe shop.

Up to date now, i have like 50 over pairs of shoes, in spore, that include 5pairs of boots, [i think]

endless of sneakers and only a miserable num pairs of heels, and also a few pairs of mary janes...

faint , i dont even realize that i have that many pairs of shoes >.<>

the num of pairs that i brought back frm hk is crazy.. LOL

thank god joel and joe wasnt there, if they see the num of shoes i buy they might just murder me... >.<

the above is just some i brought back frm hk, there are still more ... >.<

and not to forget , i meet up with my friends in hk ,

Zodiac and Joey @ Langham Place

Vivien and Joey @ Langham Place

the xmas decoration was love , is all about chess and we choose the horse.. it just remind us of MA SIWON... LOL!!! =DDD

Kaka and Joey

Ming and Joey

**too bad heather wasnt inside cuz she had to rushed back to hotel b4 her mum starts to kill her**

**noey if u are reading, i am sorry i wasnt able to meet up with u** >.<

3days to my bday,

everyone is starting to ask what i want for bday, but seriously i dun knw myself >.<.

$$ perhaps, LOL!!!

2008-12-02T23:12:00.002+08:00

OK I am out of town frm the 3th to the 12th of dec... ^^

gg back to hk and heading to shanghai ^^

PS: BOSCO WISH ME HAPPY BDAY ^^

ok i will be very busy in hk , everyday also need to meet pple, but will be so fun to meet up with them..

till den see ya ^^

2008-12-01T15:58:00.002+08:00

LAZY BONES IS IN ME AGAIN...

i am jetting off to hk on wed, and yet i havent pack anything, NTH IS DONE...

I am just slacking ard my hse, surfing the internet, sleep and watch tv. LOL!!

I shld like start to move my butt and start to do things, but i am just simply to lazy to do anything >.<

OMG!!! someone pls motivate me.. >.<

2008-11-28T09:07:00.002+08:00

I HAVE NEVER FELT SO RELIEVED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

My trip to Bangkok is not cancel but postpone to nxt yr FEB, Since the concert is still going on But is only held nxt yr.. ^^

FOR THE 1st TIME, I LOVE SME and THE THAI ORGANISERS TO make such a SMART DECISION.. ^^

Thanks my Dearly Wenting who gave me a call at the very 1st hand when she got hold of the news ^^ <333

Now i dun have to worry that my life is in danger and i cant get a flight hm frm BKK...

Kyu wait for me, i will see u in yr 2009 ^^ and is ur bday during that mth, <333333...

TILL THEN, KYU REMEMBER TO WAIT FOR ME...

Side track, momo told me that KAT-TUN is debuting in korea, RIGHT, in 2weeks time, GREAT...

somehow i feel that AKAME, will be the freaking hot popular guys there, OH MAN, MY TURTLE... >.<

now i have ample time to pack my luggage ready to go back hk, and also packing up to see bros in states soon, with mummy ^^

for the 1st time, my mum was like didnt say anything abt my thai trip till i called her and informed her that i am cancelled my trip to thai. i knw she will be worried ^^ and now i am relieved, i knw she does too ^^

now i can eat well and slp well ^^

2008-11-27T00:08:00.002+08:00

ok my day has never been that bad before, NEVER.

now with the situation in thai and so on, i really hope things are getting better by tmr..

i prayyyyyyyy....

to mel,

is ok, at least u told me the truth if nt it will make me feel happier that he could rem my name..

well is alrite and over already.

dun brood over it ^^ i am fine after some time.

HUGS TO UUUUUUUUU!!!! =D

2008-11-25T00:01:00.002+08:00

4more days to see baby,

yet, i am not finished with anything,...

1]letter half done...
2]presents, i havent had time to find a nice paper bag for the presents for him.
3]pack my luggage
4]change currency...
5]4days to jet off frm spore. GREAT... I AM SO DEAD NOW...
the only thing i am settle with is my airport transfer, wenting's fren is picking us up to the hotel..

thanks wenting <333....

side track,

my wknd was dedicated to eg, freaking dying soon, DEAD TIRED... HELL TIRED...

but thanks, the memories just flood back my brains...

ZSW thanks alot... i appreciate that alot ^^

tired, i am gg to bed and slp.. i super deprived of slp right now. =.=

2008-11-17T23:33:00.002+08:00

10more days to go,

and i havent finish doing ANYTHING!!!

i havent finish doing
1]kyu present,
2]kyu letter [ which has to be translated to korean, to the last extort i will have to write in chinese and let hangeng do the translations for him, or english and let Henry to the translation for him... >.<]
3] i havent pack my luggage back to hk,and i need to start to pack my luggage to states too!!!
4]havent had my currency changed...

omggggggggggggggg

i am speeding against time... >.<

2008-11-12T22:59:00.002+08:00

just this morning, i was reading the papers, came across this article who has the same heart disease as i do, but her age is only at a tender age of 13 and now she does is to wait for her death.

this is no joke, she was actually granted a heart transplant, but she rejected, she sees in no point that even after the operation she has to be on constant med and also yes she will still face death.

Quoted" i had enough operations in my life"
how sad this can be, i went through what she went thru, death i brushed past b4, and end up i will still need a op to survive, seriously i do ask myself what is the pt??

since one day i will still have to face death, nth is impossible. this i knw, bt heart problem is never a cure. NEVER. Even though u have a heart transplant, it doesnt mean u will be 100% cure.

Friends ard me is alway saying that u can make it, u will never die, and say yes we are not in ur shoes.. we will never understand the pain that u went thru.. frankly speaking, i dun need any sympathy, nor saying that u'll be fine, nth is gg to happen to u. i listened to this 1001 times or even more.
but once joseph said, have u ever thought what if one day u will just pass out and died, cuz of a sudden heart attack?? i replied, hmm, maybe i will be ur guardian angel. if that is i have enough karma to be one. ^^

reading her article, make me sees a different point of life, i might be waiting for death to arrive, but as long as i am still seeing the sun rise above the nxt day i will still make full use of my day. despite i am waiting for death to arrive.since i have already decided that i am not gg to have the nxt transplant.

cuz of this crap and bullshit, med that is constantly adding on to my never ending med life, i had enough of this shit. I JUST HAD ENOUGH!!!

2008-11-10T23:34:00.002+08:00

in 14days time, i am done with my final round of exams, and HOLS AFTER THAT... ^^

omg u will never understand how much i longed for this upcoming hols.... ^^

in 17days time., i will be able to see kyu.. and also hae and siwon... ^^

4mths ago, i was in thai to see their supershow, and now i am back to thai to watch sm con. ^^

seriously is sj perf that keeps me motivating, the one i keep looking fwd to...

was watching, kyuhyuk sang i love u oh thank u, by taewoo ft mc mong... i have to say i miss my kyu alotttttttttttttt...............

back to mugging. i am just so tired and i want to cry it out...

shall keep on repeat mode, i love u oh thank u..

ps: thanks god-daddy kelvin, i gt a camera for me and andrew.. ^^ we love it alot...

pss: my bday is just nxt mth, god-ma, bros, mum, god-dad, daddy and my whole extended family has been asking me what i wan,... i need to sit dwn and think...

1]DS Lite2 , the latest ver of it, it's only available in jp right now.
2] a NEW Wallet, Gucci, Burberry.
3] New Head Porter checkered backpack
4]NEW Head Porter Checkered sling Bag
4]LOTSA OF CASH..
5] Endless of SHOES, sneakers to be preferred.

best of all. i wan Kyu Hyun.. LOL...

my fren once said, why not as them to open an open chq, so that u can fill in any amt u wan, i believed if i tell my dad and my god-dad they will do that,, bt i am sorry i dun need that much cash to fulfilled my needs... ^^

bedtime.

imisskyualot

2008-11-09T01:01:00.002+08:00

ok i am really tired...

exams is round the corner... >.<

19days to thai to see my ever precious baby kyu ^^

tmr i shall post my fanacc of ukiss...

overall thanks for the good time..

and kim kibum is a bamboo stick... =.= kim hyung joon don't u feed ur bro with food... =.=

jen said that hyung joon is one irrestitable guy ... and yes i have to admit that..

mel thinks that i have been mia since dun knw when, well mel if u are reading this, meet up aft my exams and b4 i leave ok?? i really do miss the gossping that we had.. =.=

i miss my friends alot.. =.=

and this kpop fiesta, i made new friends again ... ^^

2008-11-06T12:36:00.002+08:00

OK i am suffering frm the withdrawal syptoms of MY DARLIN BOY... KIM KIBUM frm UKISS...

ok seriously i havent seen a new popband to be that FRIENDLY... to be exact EXTREMELY FRIENDLY...

HE IS OFFICIALLY ON MY LIST OF MY BABY AND DARLIN... in the line with kyu, hae, siwon, micky, kame and hyung joon, KIBUM of U-KISS...

I wanted to type what has happen these 3days , but i need to replenish my energy 1st b4 my fan acc is out,...

Tricia, wendy, meila and me had a really a gd time... And qianhui too... 4th and 5th nov is really worth remembering....

THANK U BOYS FOR EVERYTHING, it will be a nice memory for us...

till then , pls rem to take gd care of yourselves and work hard...

ps: mr kim kibum pls eat more u are very skinnyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ,
pss: kevin is really a smiling angel, he keep smiling whenever we saw him..^^ tricia and wendy i knw u love HIM alot... LOL

and not to forget today is sj 3rd anniversary,

HAPPY BDAY SJ... FOREVER 13 <3333333

update more ltr in the night ^^

2008-11-03T00:48:00.003+08:00

i been looking for this song since i dun knw when,

and the lyrics of this song just make me cry despite is an r&b track.

J-Like Yesterday

trust the warmth inside
can you feel my love alive
like yesterday...today will pass as if nothing is wrong
please don`t tell me why
i turn around to you but i won't ask the reason you sent me away

i know it wasn't the easiest thing to say to me
i thought about how hard it was
but i can't hide my tears...

so baby trust the warmth inside can you feel my love alive

trust the warmth inside can you feel my love alive
like yesterday...today will pass as if nothing is wrong
please don`t tell me why i turn around to you
but i won't ask the reason you sent me away

i wasn't good enough for you...
so i always wondered when the end would come then i told myself..
i'd walk away from you smiling so you wouldn't feel bad for me...and so i wouldn't regret it
so that this could all be a sweet memory

so baby faith is all we need
it was love that set us free like the first...
the end comes without a word
but love forever lives i won't be able to see you again...
but you'll live forever in my heart

if you ever miss me like the first time...
you can come back to me
don`t you know I love you

trust the warmth inside
can you feel my love alive like yesterday...
today will pass as if nothing is wrong
please don`t tell me why i turn around to you
i won't ask the reason you sent me away

it just reminds me of HIM, someone who i treasure so much with my life,
yet i have already lost him, i dun knw what went wrong along the way,
i shld have move on with my life but i guess my time has stopped since he's not involved in my life.

i may LOOK HAPPY but actually i am NOT ,
is just that i am covering my real self.
i need to find the once happy cheerful joey back,
i need to get back to my life once he wasnt existing at all,
maybe that will be the time i am once the girl i used to knw.
when will it be?? i wonder sometimes.

2008-10-30T10:58:00.004+08:00

I'm DEAD BEAT TIRED AND STRESS... Mugging real hard so that i can fare well for my exams ..

I cant wait for my holidays to come, i need a break to sleep, and get my ever messy room a packup.. LOL..

I will update soon.. as now i am just plainly lazy to do an update.. >.<

PS: I WAN TO BUY ALL THE NEWS WINTER PARTY DIAMOND GOODS HOME... IS SO NICEEEEEE!!! ** Money pls keep coming in... **

2008-10-25T00:55:00.002+08:00

he never fails to amaze me in anyway....

was watching the sjm ifensi.com interview, they were discussing abt how good kyu is at gaming.. LOL.. well he doesnt game kyu for nothing ok.. **proud of my boy** and the way that they describe as if he is invincible.. LOL, and when zhou mi describes that he's not only good in singing and writing songs, but also gaming. ^^

is just one mth and 3days to see him, pls allow me to see him,, PRAY HARD THAT THE EVENT IN CHINA IS CANCELLED. if not i will probably, not probably is confirm flood THAI..

tired bed time... andicantfindmymp3cable.great shoot myself... =.=

2008-10-20T17:17:00.002+08:00

ok tired, stress and need to start to mug...

deprived of slp... seriously...

i think i need to slp more b4 i see him in nov... LOL

sometimes never judge a book without the cover cause u will never knw what is inside the contents.. >.<

2008-10-16T23:05:00.002+08:00

this is a kyuhyun dedication... if u dont feel like reading it, just kindly go to the top right hand corner and click X.. THANKS...

i fell in <3 with him back when he debut in super junior, as the 13rd member. his road to stardom wasnt a smooth ride. who was once got anti by the fans of the sj.
but he proved that he will work hard to be the 13rd member that pple will <3...
the smart magne of the grp ^^
he worked hard to where he belong now, it wasnt easy.
last yr he encountered a very horrible accident, something that can make me cry whenever i watch any vids regarding about the accident. icu, on the road of recovery, the whole new world that makes everyone cry when he sang with charice on star king..
2nd album, he came back , but he wasnt fully recovered. T__T but his vocals still is as amazing as usual. but it was actually tough for him to sing so hard, despite he is still on the road of recovery.
when i attn the thai concert for supershow,i was really happy to see him smiling and dancing with his 10hyungs and 2 buddies. ^^
in the end during miracle, i was crying real hard, the tears was filled with happiness and joy.

kyu i am positive that u wont be reading this blog entry,
but i want to tell u thanks for coming back.
thanks for never fail for to bring a smile to my face

once tricia intro me wonder girls's song, saying i love you,
the moment i listen to it, the tears just flow dwn endlessly cause I thought of u.
the part of the lycris:
"I love you,your smile brighter than the sunset "

I just want to say THANK U, and I LOVE U CHO KYU HYUN!!!

ps: i cant believe when i was typing this entry i was actually crying cuz the memories that he went thru make me cry so hard...

KYU HYUN remember to cont to smile ^^ i love ur smile more den anything on this earth ^^

2008-10-15T18:24:00.002+08:00

1st of all,

HAPPY BDAY LEE DONGHAE... ^^ U are older by a year, pls be a little more mature... LOL...

and i will see u real soon!!! ^^

these are my one of my fave photos... and thank god, he cut his hair already. ^^

i shall start to countdown the day i see your new hair soon^^

2008-10-13T01:06:00.002+08:00

ok i cant wait for the twilight movie to be released after watching the final trailer of the movie...

edward cullen is one hot vampire. ^^

dec 18 pls arrive soon...

no harry potter this yr, nvm, twilight will accompany me.

i am gg to read the book over and over again. ^^

i shopped too much again.. OMG i need to stopppppppppp!!!!

2008-10-12T09:59:00.002+08:00

i just hope that it is not coming true.

i need to mug for my exams and save for my trip.

and can THAILAND STOP ALL THE DAMN FUCK PROTESTS...

FOR ONCE I AM GG TO BE BIMBO IN MY LIFE, GO FOR WORLD PEACE.

I WONT WANT TO DIE WHEN I AM IN THAI... DAMN U .......

2008-10-10T23:43:00.002+08:00

a new blogskin... ^^

economic downturn= joey has to tighten her pocket. =.=

i have to cut down on my shopping sprees and i have to cut down on having gd food.

the AUD has been dropping so low that my bros and mum went to change to keep for future use.

On the other hand, YEN AND HKD is gg STRONG, PLS DROP,DROP DROP.

Everything is confirm, now i shall hope that it will go smoothly. June and me our 1st trip out since we known each other for 7yrs.. omg time flies.

ps: i havent break the news to my bros yet. [i cant imagine how will they react when they know that i am gg.]

tired. andsupershow dvd hasnt arrive, curse and swear YA. PLS ARRIVE FASTERRRRR.

joel and joe is gg to msia tmr to shop and joey shall be a gd girl, stay at hm and study. ^^

2008-10-07T23:38:00.002+08:00

tired, stress and more stress.

sch is been so far so good, thank god i maintain my gpa standard. if not joel will be there nagging that i havent been studying well enough.

economic is bad, very bad, joel's been talking abt it since last night.
joel:what if i have a pay cut?? die i will be so broke.. [*note this is typical reaction of my bros when they are broke... hmm which will never happen to them*]
joe:pay cut ar?? easy dont buy mont blanc pens to write , use pilot instead, cheap and good..
joey: pilot?? u muz be crazy, imagine someone who wears a armani suit gg to sign a contract and end up taking a pilot pen to sign, how funny will that look.. =.='''
joe:joey fong is worried that she will have an allowance cut.
joey: NO i am NOT.
joe: yes u are, in the way u wont have $$ to spend and buy clothes!!
joey:*roll eyes*

so frm now i will try to save on everything i can, as much as possible, economic no good, it will affect my allowance................ BROKEEEEEEEEE

2008-10-05T01:49:00.003+08:00

blogging frm hkkkkkk...

one word, tired.

legs breaking from one day of heels omgggggg. that can die. church , hotel for the dinner, omg i swear hk wedding dinners style is inhumane.

the few of us flew back frm various countries, and we were like stars?? asking the same old grandma qns... they need more suggestive qns to ask instead of these old grandmother qns that i am so sick of it...
1)how are u?? i am fine, busy with sch work now.
2)any bf?getting married??no just broke up , on the road of recovery.
3) what took u so long to come back?? hello , i dun own the airline company neither am i paris hilton when i wish i was . i dun fly every now and then .. =.=

this often happens when u dun happen to meet ur long distance relatives.

funniest thing happen. I havent seen my mum since she was sent to states to work for at least 2mths....
the 1st qn, joey fong did u lock the door when u left??
OMG i was like MUM u worried whether is the door locked well rather then the well being of ur daughter.. SAD!!!

i havent seen my bros since last may when they were back in spore.. and i miss them so much. the 1st thing joel asked: miss u spend alot these few mths. u nearly bursted the credit.
joey: no i bought a tv rack, a chest drawer. and a new tv for my rm... everything is gg to spolit soon. **finding excuse**
joe was beside us and the convo cont. after all those excuses i find for myself, i think by that time i am back in spore , i will be so dead, the num of clothes omg... **runs away**

oktired. i am returning to spore in the nxt 48hrs. SIANZ... shall do some shopping b4 i leave this country and coming back in dec.

PS: I watched the links for supershow.. and i cant wait for MY DAMN DVD TO ARRIVE...

2008-10-03T22:15:00.002+08:00

ok before i set off back to hk for a very very short trip, i shall cont to update my already dying blog... LOL!!

met up with geral , tri, junyi and our forever so busy ms wenna for lunch to celebrate geral's early bday and junyi's belated bday. went to newyork newyork for lunch, had a very full lunch and head to town for some shopping since tri wanted to buy shoes for her sch. and end up joey bought the most stuffs, let me see,

2dresses, a STAGE cap, a skirt and a belt. ok i think that is all, i think. did i leak out anything?? hmm ok if joel or joe is reading this they might probably start to nag in front of the com again and JOEY FONG U HAVE ENOUGH TO WEAR.. **rolls eyes** AND NOT TO FORGET , JOEY FINALLY FOUND THE MICKEY MOUSE GLOVES THAT I BEEN SEARCHING FOR SINCE I DUN KNW WHEN.. omg the toy shop at far east plaza is LOVE..

omg i am tired, exhausted. TMR BACK TO HK ,AND MON i will back in town. HOW FAST. SCH SUCKS.

oktired, packed and slp. i have to wake up at 6 to rch the airport, thank god i did my checkin thru online. that is the wonders of taking SQ...

badnews: bros and mum is following me back to sg aft that... faint there goes my freedom.

goodnews: atms are back means i can shop ... WAHAHA...

i shall be a gd girl now.

2008-09-28T22:41:00.002+08:00

Love in the ice [krn ver]

Your cold hands; your trembling lips,
You bear it as if nothing has happened
Are you afraid of reminiscing somebody?
Forcing yourself to swallow the words you wish to speak
Your disregard is starting to melt away, just like the white snow

Like the stars which don't leave the darkened sky,
Being together forever by the faith of love,
I could be that person,I'll embrace your solid heart with eternal warmth

Even if your heart is in pain, after confronting with reality,
At the end of each tears, there's a stream of light,
Which will light up the dark, and sink into time
In the unbearable heart, which has stopped,
We can feel each other with this warmth

The scars and sighs everybody holds,
Everybody is looking for a place to embrace them,
I, just to one person, just to you,
I'll be part of your beautiful world

Alone, at the end of the world; my heart,
You were left, you were alone; don't be afraid,
For a very long time; let you know my love,
I'll keep this; you know

Love secure; let you know my love
Like the stars which don't leave the darkened sky,
Being together forever by the faith of love,
If I could be that person,
I'll embrace your solid heart with eternal warmth

no matter when, whenever i am listening to the krn or the jp ver, it just make me cry like shit...
YES MAKE ME CRY BUCKETS over this song,
I guess i have never move on with my life.
i am trapped in a cage where i need to freed myself frm all this.
since u have gone, something in my life has been missing.. all the while.
i am lost and i need a guide in my life

2008-09-25T23:05:00.003+08:00

I MISS THE 13BOYS ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!

oktired.

ilovekyuhaealot.

2008-09-21T22:38:00.002+08:00

ok lacking of updates, cause i am just too lazy to update... LOL!!

i need sleep. lacking of slp BIG TIME... =.=

while i am typing this entry , i am almost dozing off...

booked my air tix back to hk on the oct 4 to oct 6... SHORT VERY SHORT TRIP for my cousin Lun's wedding dinner. and my damn air tix cost me 720bucks on SQ, well is SQ so no complaints.. and also in dec for my shopping trip back hm, and aft that i will back in sg for a very short trip b4 i onboard the flight to NYC for xmas ^^ [that is if nth changes, and everything stays the same.]

went to watch kurosagi [movie ver] with tri and geral, i was tired, almost doze off at the 1st part of the movie, BUTTTTTTTT when daite senorita was played, i woke up. Got a shock when they actually added this song to the movie... <3333. The whole movie was ok.. not that bad, PI is such an eye candy to watch =)

Aft my weekly meetup with joseph for schwork , i went to shop for my new chest drawer, tv rack and a cd rack. Wanted to shop for a new HI-FI Set, but is getting rather late so forget it.
[joe and joel fong, i bought new furnitures for my rm, **runs away**] still i need a new display cabinet and a new TV set. shall get it soon..

oktired,bedtime.bye