Sunday, December 31, 2006 ' 6:03 PM
LaSt EntRy of YR 2006!!!!
well, yr 2006 has come to an end....and we welcome yr 07 soon!!!
a reflections of what had happened to me in yr 06, seriously i cant really rem what had happened to me!!!
but all i can rem was that i cried real hard when i knew that my oppas was gg to the states to work for at least 3yrs....it was so hard for me to get used to not nagged by my oppas and is like no1 drives me to school and stuff!!!shopping, nagging, arguments, and also the sweet gestures that they both of them did for me when i am dwn or just surprises!!!well i thank GOD that we are sliblings in this lifetime....
and yes i offically kinda of gave up eg...gg to their auto was like muz go as is a habit!!well seriously i think habits is a very horrible nightmare to me!!!once u get used to it, that's it....bt this trip was the 1st time i didnt go to the airport be it the arrival or departure..thanks god i have lessons that dun allow me to skip for the sake of them....and yes i am really glad!!well i think the memories that i have is more than enough for me to flip thru once in a blue moon!!!
and 06 marked my offical yr of being an adult,my 21 has officially arrived...thanks shld i be happy or sad???well i dun really knw the ans...and i bet i cant find the ans till the day i find the ans that i wan...
i had a bf this yr bt we broke up in aug, becuz of some reasons...yes i've let go...i cried bt thanks i have wonderful friends beside me who help me overcome the hard period, esp Zhixue who was so worried that i cant switch back to my normal life juz becuz of him...well i did..i thank him for being there most of the times, be it the happy times or sad times i am glad that he is always there to lend me his listening ear....well i am waiting for my MR RIGHT to arrive soon!!!
to my special fren..Zhixue...i really thank u whenever i need u to be there...u are a special fren in my heart this is a fact that wont change sice sec sch days... i knw that u will be there juz a call from me...sometimes i have very ridiculous requests bt u juz abide me...THANKS....for the company and the late nite talks...u dun talk much in front of ur frens bt yah u really like to talk logic to me bt i knw that u mean well to me....THANKS ONCE AGAIN!!!love u!!!
to all my frens, esp the new ones..like jennifer, josphine,cher,ling fang,josefyne,wenna,liling,kailing,joreen and so on i am sorry if i didnt mention ur name as i have really bad memory....like goldfish...i enjoy the talks we have in the msn...is fun....jiayou for u girls and i pray for u girls dreams to come thru..love u girls alot...muckks......
to 9jms,shiqi,sharon,weiliang, kenneth,joseph, well mates in sch and yes my best mates..thanks this yr has been a wonderful yr to knw each other......
9jms: i think we need more gatherings....bonding and spazz all nonsenical things...to bjj...u need more confidence i am sure that u can do it...jiayou...
noey we will fulfilled our overseas trip soon de...sentosa oso out of sg what....hee ><>
shiqi: this is well i think is like rollercoaster ride...u shld knw that i am talking abt....we had a cold period that we dun talk much during a period of time...BUT...we are ok now even thou we are both busy..well i think is u that is busy bt i am so free!!!call me when u are bored or pissed...my hp is 24/7...u shld knw that...thanks for being my listening ear sometimes....i knw u are my mate too!!!i love u......AND A BIG THANKS!!!!
sharon...well these daya we dun talk much...sad...sobx...miss the lae nite talks and oso all the things that we talk.....well i think that u ae very caught up with ur job...and stuff...but thanks....is a word that i am sending it to u!!!!
well last of all, thanks for reading...and HAPPY 07!!!!
my resoultions is half done...haiz....i shall decide soon and post up!!!
Tuesday, December 26, 2006 ' 12:54 PM
NEW BEGINNING!!!!!!!
ok in a few days time...is a new beginning a brand new year.....
with celebration of a new year it means that Joey is gg to start anew!!!wahahha....after much discussion and arguements with my oppas(bros in krn), they decided that i can have a brand new room with new furniture!!!YEAH!!!!*winks and feeling happy*...
a brand new room means that i can have a new bed, but actually my bed was ok, bt i wanted a bigger size, let say a super single bed, so er ge was saying, ur bed is less den 5yrs old, y a new bed, but i juz a slightly bigger bed..no reasons to fight with him, but still he says that if is cheap den he will buy me one...wahhaa...conclusion i won the Joey gets a new bed.....
after that i told da ge the lappy that i am using now is DAMN SLOW and the memory is busting and YES i NEED A NEW LAPPY!!!!but he say that it would only be ok if he is back in sg and shop with me for a new lappy....bt when will that be...i asked him...no date was given -.-....bt den i told him b4 a new sch term starts i need a new one.....den i went to told him that i am planning to get a compaq laptop that cost ard sgd2.5k...den he was like anything cheaper...i was like WTH!!!u earn that much and u asking me that anything cheaper den 2.5k..pls when this like only a small bit of ur pay!!!he was like fine....since i inisisited that i get a new lappy, i will get my way....and that compaq lappy comes with a 2yrs warranty!!!hey now not much lappy can still give u a 3-in-1 printer....and stuff!!! SUCH A STEAL....and i am getting it real soon!!!!
B4 i realized that my tv in the room is also giving trouble to me, and yes A NEW TV....a normal one....NO....a PLASMA TV is WHAT I WAN!!!!wahhaa...since i have one inthe living room and in er ge room....y not one in the room which i share with my da ge!!! since most of teh time i am using the tv in my er ge room, since the both of them is now in the states working.....BT da ge say a normal one will do...bt hey this yr round who would wan to buy a normal one when u spend a little more and u get better quality tv....LIKe say HD quality,c'mon that the leisure of watching tv and not to mention, my fave pastime..dvd viewing!!!and wat is cool is that i can connect the lappy to the PLASMA TV that i been eyeing on!!! Since Er ge IS back in town on the 4th..he is forking out for everything that includes a new lappy and new furniture and a new writing desk....
but for this trip , he would stay like 4days and there he is back there...i can only see him during CNY when they are back for hols for like a week in HK!!!but nevertheless i do miss them and yes MY ALLOWANCE TOO!!! WAHAHA!!!!
i cant wait for my new room to have new furnitures and a brand new furnish!!!Table,Tv,Lappy,Bed and what is more...hmmm...i shall think of what can i change and let thme knw...brainstorming starts now!!!
Joey is happy yet sad since she can only see her oppas like a few days and they are Gone again!!!!!
but i thanks GOD for letting me have such good oppas since they loved me so much and yes nevertheless they loved me and always abide my stupid and ridiculous reasons for having new things.....I LOVE MY BROTHERS AND JOEY LOVES HER FRIENDS TOO!!!!my yr07 resoultions is planned!!!shall blog abt it soon!!!!what abt ur 07 resoultions??
Wednesday, December 20, 2006 ' 10:44 PM
My eyes!!!
I am in the verge of gg blind!!! my right eye is having a big time infection, when i woke up this morning, i thought that it was nothing wrong!! but when ard evening time, it got worse....i just keep tearing!!!with no reasons!!! everything i see now, i depend on my left eye....everything is so blur to me now!!!>,<still deciding wheather to see the doc...recently i fall sick easily, with a lump in my left ear, went to see the doc on mon, now my right eye with an infection, so what is more that is coming to me ;;;;;;;;;;;now 2day i spent the whole day rotting while in the meanwhile i went my da ge gf hse to dry my clothes as this few days it was raining non stop, clothes are not dried so i went to her hse and use her dryer to dry my clothes and she also help me with ironing and a ride home(of cuz using my bro car..since he is not in sg)well, this few days my thoughts is so messy.....is like everything is messing up my life......i had no mind of my own..........i dun knw wheather the things that i am doing is it right or wrong.....is the decisions that i make is it the right one!!!yes i need sumone to talk to!!!sum1 wise enough to advice me on wheather the things i do was it the right ones.....dilemma and troubled is what i am feeling now.....who will be the shoulders that i can lean on???the shoulders where i can lean and have a big cry......
Monday, December 18, 2006 ' 8:52 PM
over the wknd
ok bjj...u shld be happy i am using pink as is ur fave colour...wahaha....over the wknd, joey fong has been very busy...real busy......let's start on sat...well i meet up with the girls at harbourfront to ju shin jung for lunch and happily i was late like 30mins then i thought i was the really the late one...no kailin was the latest...wahaha...lucky phew man!!!! den we took a bus to ju shin jung...on the way it was so noisy bt i was used to it since i was out with my 9jms and we are like a market when we are out so yah!!!i hope that the driver doesnt get pissed off....at the restaurant, well is like we bring dwn by making so much noise...and i had a hard time asking them what they wan to eat!!!hee :P bt eventually we did!!!! had a full meal with some unfinsihed food!!!><>
and we headed to shiqi hse.....games played and we had really alot fun!!! for the deatils is like really long so yah i gave up blogging abt what happen....bt i had really nice new frens....like ling fang,wenna,allison,kelly(they are sisters),junyi,vannessa,loraine,zoey,liling(she's a shindong fan),kailin...ok( we belong to the 19,20,21gang) angel,jase and others, if i left out ur name i am sorry,,,joey old liao cant rem that many names....SO SORRY!!!
on sun, was noey 21st bday...we had nice food and noey had a 2layer chocolate cake...nice.....and we presented our 9jm present a book of the 9jm memories...while doing the book we think that noey will be the one who cried...bt end up we all cried or rather,bjj,june,noey,ying teared.....think is the amtosphere cuz we were one of the last one to present our pressie....and yes we cried..touching......guess hopes this last forever.....^_^....well sad that wenya and nic is not with us..sad...><>
finally joey ended her busy wknd with fun,laughter,tears and happiness....
i love my frens, be it who are u or where u are....i juz wanna to say that i love u all!!!!!!!
keep in contact...sorry damn long post and do have patience reading it!!!
Sunday, December 17, 2006 ' 1:47 AM
Really Tired
ok sat it was a very funny and happening things happen!!!bt fun.........as for the details i am lazy to blog now as i need to head to my comfortable bed and go dreams of my dearies......... well update aft the wknd.....2day is noey 21st bday!!!yah 9jms w/o wenya in tw and nic in shanghai!!!haiz........lazy joey..........bt dear is working too hard and make me Dl all the clips......thanks shall do it when i am free!!!i have a list of to do things!!!it muz be done by end of this yr!!!YES.........bed time!!!!tired me!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, December 14, 2006 ' 6:18 PM
I am Offically 21!!!
Joey is offcially 21 now!!! that means that i have more resposibilites to shoulder and stuff....well my frens say that i shld be glad that i am 21 and offically i can watch R21...hahaha....to me is like i am older by a yr....haiz and once it rch 21 the num increasing each time is like so horrible.......cuz is when ur elders ask u when u are getting married and have bf?---standard question....now i am 21 i think i can predict what my elders will ask the nxt CNY...i dread bt is the ANGBAO that attracts me!!!ok i am practical....hee ^_^well i will have to thanks my frens and family with all the bday wishes and also the presents that they gave......is too long to list who i wan to thanks bt i really appreciate what u guys gave me....all sorts of things i receive frm bags,shopping vouchers to watches...and also necklaces....A BIG THANKS AND HUGS FOR U GUYS!!! I LOVE U ALL!!!!well recently things happen and i have quit my job at schenker and dun ask me y now cuz i am pissed with the company where there is no ren qing wei....is so bored and the pple there esp one is like so mean and she will only show u her true colours aft a few days...she is so TWO-HEADED SNAKE....she makes the most complaints in office and tends to pick on the temps staff there..hey c'mon isnt the temps staff human too!!!! u have no rights to treat us in such a way.... i catergorised her as my xiao ren there.. Glad that i have leave the company now, where my fren Joreen is still there getting stuck!! i will support u Joreen, u shld knw what i mean......and now is time for me to look for a new one where there is more ren qing wei and the pple there are much nicer!!!new job= new start!!!yah aja fighting Joey u can do it!!! I am sure i can!!!well shiqi i knw what are ur thoughts now...sometimes is like better not to knw some stuffs as it is only pissed one off!!!I rather stay immune...and like what u say in ur blog...rather not knw and stay a distance away frm there.....yah maybe...that way u feel much better.....and i am sure u will!!! no worries u have much better things to acheive in ur life ur goals!!!aja fighting to u my darling!!! I love u!!!to jen:thanks for lending me a ear to pour out all teh vent...i knw sometimes i am very out bt still thanks for calming me dwn.....u are really gd at it and yes find one day we shall do shopping together!!! that is a promise!!!!to my 9jms: i miss u guys out there....and this sun we are meeting for noey bday....yes.....happy and looking forward too!!!!yipee!!!overall this week has be a very trumatised week for joey----filled with happiness,shock,confused and sadness....all in one week.......looking forward for a happy wknd.........i have lotsa of things to be DONE!!! Bt i have no motivation to do it!!!!>_<
Monday, December 11, 2006 ' 8:59 PM
I am so so sad!!!!
ooh freak hell....i was so happy tat he came bt then ltr he left w/o having to catch a glimpse of him....and seriously i am very very upset and disappointed abt it....>_<he left in the morning for jp again as he is picking up the language there...i would have belief my 1st instinct and not change the time.....and maybe i would have like send him off...total i counted the time i see him is like less than 15mins and Juu counted her was less den 10secs???juu cant be la....at the airport and stuff so cant be 10secs...bt seriously he is like famous for being nice to the fans and which he did...he is so so nice when he was here....he was surprised that they are pple who uses the maxi to chase him...bt he has to get used the cult here....bt serious he is really popular in Sg as there were like at least 6 maxis during his arrival....wow...we all sha yan.....hee...bt conclusion that aft we had like stalked every of his movement frm the viewing mall during arrival...is like we are really stalkers and we can like find the joy in it....bt when he left, i was damn disappoitnted....no mood bt ltr it was GPC who make us high again....wahahah...bt he is much better looking den on screen....mayeb he can poise himself well....bt still we like YC w/o much saying....hee....i do hope that this wont be YC last trip in sg and more trips here pls...and i wont be having to experience the sadness and disappointment again...><***juz finished hana kimi and is really getting more and more intersting already....i cant wait for the nxt epi to be aired.......ooh wu chun is really damn cute can....salivia drooling.......^_^another 2more days is my 21st...haiz i am getting older.........>,<
' 12:41 AM
It's Freaking HELL!!!
Hey ya'll,I just finished my second SOLO performance today on MBC. I'm not sure how you guys thought of the performance, but I was still kinda nervous... Not as nervous as the 1st show but, just a little because I thought that I might mess up again...HEHEHE...I would just like to say thank you all for the cool comments that you guys wrote in this forum about the first performance... and I would like to ask you all to continue to support the new song and if you guys are able to, watch as many shows as you can...hehehe.... Also, my album will be out on the 18th so if you are able to get a copy in Korea or if you live elsewhere, there are a lot of sites now a days that sell Kpop CD's... Don't wanna sound intruding, but please, if you do purchase a CD, purchase them from sites that count as sales in Korea... if not, it hurts us in a big way... I'm speaking on behalf of all the singers in Korea...Anyways, I'll work hard for you all and I hope you all continue to enjoy my music... God Bless you and hope you all stay healthy and safe during this cold winter...In Him,Brian G. Joo**taken frm Heavenly Sent**i am irritated and frustrated.....he is making a HELL out of my life and thanks man!!!i dun wan to miss any of his moves bt it seems so hard to have a glimpse of him...this was suppose to be a happy one and y muz it turn out to be like that....i hope for a miracle and I REALLY NEED ONE!!!!PLS GOD I NEED UR HELP!!!all of us is at the wits already and i hope no dreams dashed.......i DO!!!shall update when i am back.....***joey is so demoralise now and she needs someone to give her some hopes...who will be the one and that is only him.....and yes U!!!(YC PLS I NEED UR HOPE!!!)
Sunday, December 10, 2006 ' 12:46 AM
yuan chang
ohhh freak hell man...........yuna chang is like so HANDSOME and he is NIANG!!! bt still he is gd looking and he is damn nice.........and serious HE IS TALL!!!!today i tot that i was gg to chase with Christine Lee only and den peach called me to see wheather i am chasing den end up........in juz like 5mins or even lesser........we had all the 7pple.........FAINT,,,,,>.<>,<>
what happens at the airport and stuffs....shall blog aft he leaves..........bt seiously i am saying it AGAIN!!!!------ZHEMG YUAN CHANG IS SO SO SO THE HANDSOME AND NIANG!!!!!BUT STILL JOEY FONG LOVES HIM!!!!( i do hope this is NOT his 1st and last TRIP IN SG!!!!)
Wednesday, December 06, 2006 ' 9:08 PM
fRienDShIp!!!
what does teh word friendship means to u??is juz the more friends that u knw and u are the popular one in the grp means friendship??well, recently i have encounter some unhappy things that i dun wish to comment, cuz i am afraid that friction will causes among us, so yah i shall juz bear with it...bt seriously, how many friends are there when u need them??when u are troubled or when u are happy and wanted to share the joy with them??how many can u count??and how many can u depend on??teh shoulders where u knw that they will always be there for u??can u count???while for me, in my mind, i knw who will be the hi,bye friends and who are not the ones,while for some, they are only like what i say...they are juz friends.....buddies is a term to me that hey, lean on my shoulders and cry, pour out ur worries, i'll be there for u.....for me, i thank god for some for them that no matter i have worries and unhappy stuffs taht happen they will lend me a listening ear...and i thank my frens and buddies who can tolerate my nonsense stuffs and requests, thank alot...i do appreciate that!!!sounds formal while i am truly thankful to u guys,.to my 9jms:we dun talk often bt i still love u all......to shiqi:thanks for ur ears and me complaining abt the both of them, wahaha...u listen to it al,ost every single day bt hey tahnks for being there when i need to pour out the anger in my mind,.thanks and i love u.....to sharon:hey thanks for everything and yah i will saty focuz in my aim and be sure i can do it....thansk for letting me finding my aim.......and not waste time on the others.....thanks.........to zhixue: thanks for being there whenever i am in trouble, u are ny best buddy that i could ever ask for.....younger den me, bt thinks mature.......hee..and i cant imagine life w/o u........tahnks alot and yes i love u!!!(no otehr meaning k??)haha....to my sec clan:zhixue,qiyou,weiliang...even thou i am the only gril in the clan, bt since sec sch days, u guys has been a great senior or junior to me, i treasure the friendship that we have.........and yes, get marry pls give me a big angbao....THANKS!!!hee!!!here to end is a poem that how i feel this few days.......MARK OF A TRUE FREN!!!are u tired of all those 'sissy friendship' poems that sounds good,but never actually come close to reality?well here are a series of promises, that speaks of true friendship.1) When u are sad, i will help get u drunk ad plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made u sad.2) When u are blue, i will dislodge whatever is choking u!!!3) When u are smile, i will knw u finally got laid.4) When u are scared, i will rag on u abt it every chance i get.5) When u are worried, i will tell u horrible stories abt the how much worse it coluld be and to quit whining6) When u are confused, i will use little words.7) When u are sick, stay the hell away frm me until u are well again. I dun wan whatever u have.8) When u fall, i will point and laugh real hard at u!!Rem: A gd fren will help u move. A really gd fren will help u move ur body Let me knw if i ever need 2 bring a shovelaft reading it, how many frebs do i have??i seriously start to wonder....if i didnt memtion ur name:pls dun worry....i will love u guys........and to my new frens...cher, JOse,jaemin, Jennifer, i love u guys........^_^BRIAN IS HAVING HIS SOLO TMR-----7TH DEC.....I CANT WAIT!!!!!
Sunday, December 03, 2006 ' 1:30 AM
buSy JoeY
ok...........i have been really busy this days....workload at svhkener is getting heavier....everyday i have endless stuff to be done...bt yah if there are things t be done, it means that i wont have time to slack and rot, and time passes faster that way.....aft much consideration, i decided to take leave on fri as i REALLY dun feel like gg to work...instead i went to meet wendy who happens that she dooesnt wan to go to work, decided to spend the fri aft ROTTING!!!!hee.....went to watch a movie....OPEN SEASON, nice.....i love wayching animation...is so nice....and oso rot the whole day in town, we walk frm one end of orchard to the other end of sg, juz to waste time, when was the last time i had wasted so much time, it's kinda of hard to acyually recall back......bt yah i love wknds, cuz there are the only 3days where i can slp till nobody biz and so..............bt nxt week busy week again...i dread gg to work frm 9-6,is so boring...........can die there...........another 10 more days is my bday, oh no, i am offically 21....freak hell god man...........can i juz turn at 20, when i was 16, i always wanted to be 21 soon, and when 21 is approaching soon like in 10days time, i do really dread of my 21....big celebration, no, cuz my bros are not in sg, so no celebration, bt i will have a nice dinner with my family members at LEI GARDEN, oso celebrating, another 4of my cousins bday, all dec babies, hee....ooh, i smell peking duck...is nice....i love to dine at posh chi restaurants.....(bt is only when sum1 treats, cuz is hard to get a place there....)and oso lining in the q is my celebration with my mates, zhixue has been hinting me that i will have something that i longed for ????ERM??Brian i longed for him since like yrs ago,wahahah....or maybe the watch that i have been telling him, i wan my adidas watch....(this time i wan the leather watch...)hmph...bt they have decided to celebrate at MOS, oh no, another clubbing nite, i might die frm long time of clubbing........and yes i shall stopped it aft 21, getting myself drunk is such a terrible thing to do....with headaches the nxt day and puking everywhere....shit, ,,,so no more clubbing.........>.<bt yah i wan nice 21st presents, something pratical and nice...........i love pratical stuff rather den things that are no uses to me.....nxt week, clubbing week, dinner appts and oso meeting up with my old mates, i miss them.....BADLY......and yes weiliang u still own me a MEAL!!!i miss HIM, HIM,BADLY not forgetting and my buddies,,,,,and frens....to shiqi, welcome back, i really miss our spazzing and yes, w/o u saying js everyday sounds werid to me.....i miss u saying how GD is ur hubby is...wahahahcher, yah we can finally meet, so happy, and isnt that a gd excuse, i shall award myself with the best imagination...we can cont spazz......jennifer, nice meeting u and dun think too much, talk to me, i am happy go lucky...........niice to knw u as a fren....zhixue...thanks for solving my problems,,,really great to have u as my buddy....is no matter when u will always be there for me, i appreciate that and thanks for everything.........i love U!!!!to nic(9jm): u are leaving for shanghai, take care, weather there is cold and rem to update us ur news k.....i will rem wat u say and stopped so BLUR.......see u nxt yr....love u...muckz......long post....enjoy reading....dun doze off............^_^