Wednesday, August 12, 2009 ' 10:08 PM
i am freaking tired now...
i dread to go school now...
it sucks and it makes me so restless...
all i want now is my bed to sleep w/o to think about whether do i need to go sch or did i hand in my assignments in time...
I NEED TO SLEEP... BUT I CANT!!!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ' 11:42 AM
my 300th post...
Is back to sch mode, and that sucks big time...
The long wknd is over, joey has to go back to her slogging my ass off to rush my assignments, practice my krn and study even harder...
Ok aug is a happy mth, MIMI is coming back frm jp... ^__^ she did mention to me that she is coming back this wk, but somehow i dont ever remember that she told me over msn.. BUT HECK, cuz she is coming back ^__^
MIMI: u can eat tau hway for all i care, and tau suan ,and have 5meals in a day, till the 24thaug.. and u will be slogging ur ass off again in jp till i see u again nxt yr??
OK i shall hit back to my books and notes, and also finish my assignments.
BYE...
I'M SERIOUSLY LACKING OF SLP!!!!
Sunday, August 09, 2009 ' 1:57 AM
i got discharged... and went back to school for tutorials and lectures of the day and that sucks...
freaking tired, hoping i can sleep whole day long w/o thinking about when my assignments and projects is due.. sucks too...
so i decided to throw aside of all my notes and books, and i watched mnet scandal and some random 2pm clips and that make me laugh for the whole nite =D [they are seriously funny to the extend just like sj, kudos for that]
joey officially died in the charms of nichkhun and i think wooyoung is rather cute too, he is just such a curious baby... he doesnt need to do anything and he is already funny... how cute that is.
okk that is just been random =D
i got to go to bed, decided to give up on my notes and books and save my work for later.
Thursday, August 06, 2009 ' 7:53 PM
i am blogging from the hospital now,
is so cold and boring, andrew has went to get some notes for me, and i have to spend the night here as dr chan thinks i am rather safe here then home...
hw is piling up and is so much more to even to be complete. i wont want to have my graduation delayed again... well i just get through all this shit hopefully very soon...
Tuesday, August 04, 2009 ' 11:29 PM
he is the 3rd friend passed away whom i know had the same disease as i do....
he used to a very cheerful guy despite having to go in and out of the hospital....
and so he surrender to GOD... he left me without saying a word..
i am glad at least he has fulfilled some of his dreams before he went to the 'other place'...
once i ask myself, what will want to do if i had limited time in my life?
-i will want to tell my brothers, no worries i will be fine in the 'other place', your burden has finally lessen... and thanks for taking care of me all these years... =D
-i want to tell mummy, thanks for being there, i know is hard for u to actually face the truth and the fact that i am a very sick daughter that you have to worry all the time... BUT be happy ok..
i am sure joel and joe will take good care of you on my behalf...
-i want to tell daddy i love him alot. i know the times we had is very limited, but no matter what i know when i am in trouble i can call u and rants abt it.. THANKS DADDY , AND I LOVE YOU
-to my extended family, my cousins and aunties, uncles I LOVE YOU ALL, AND BE HAPPY ALWAYS... =X
-to my friends, is too many to mention,no matter which part of the world u are, THANKS FOR CREATING SO MANY MEMORIES OF INTO MY LIFE and i appreciate the time and fun we had. DUN BE TOO SAD IF I HAVE TO LEAVE. life still has to go on, ok =X
- to my family doctors, in hk and spore, i know i am hard to tackle patient, and always going defiant against orders, but i know u all mean well to me. THANK U. =D
-to kyuhae, u guys probably wont read this, thanks for appearing in my life, the wonderful 13boys , the fun and the joy u guys brought to my life is more than i can ask for.
-To Kyu, ur wonderful vocals has make alot of impact in my life, ur smile brings wonders to my life. cont to strive hard in your career and cont to behave like a magnae, cause u are a mighty magnae.
-to hae, boast up ur confidence in yourself, ELFs will never leave you alone.Ur smile bring alot of joy and love to me, your love to your father never fails to make me cry for you. but i knw your daddy will be proud of u...
my limited time in life, i guess that day will come one day..