Sunday, July 27, 2008 ' 11:24 PM
ok i will update soon.
now i am tired, drained.
mum is out of town for at least 2mths. GREAT.
HOUSEWORK!! OMG!!!
Joe is returning back to town in OCT. that's something i am looking fwd too.
my AF polos tees. and forever 21, and so now. i totally forget what i call my bros to buy for me. LOL.
TIRED. BYE
Colourful rainbow <3
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 ' 11:36 PM
he is emo-ing again... GREAT!!!
Jun send me this,
something must have happen to him , thinking the fact that he isnt that type of person, who will pour out his sorrows to others. >< pls cheer up soon!!!! if not i will be a walking zombie soon!!! LOL!!!
Great, here comes my endless assignments and report writing, i have 3 assignments to hand in by like the week b4 national day, and 3reports to hand in, dateline: b4 national day. DAMN. i start to hate national day. ihateschool.theysucks.
The only motivation i have for all this damn shit, is that i will squeeze all my damn precious time to meet my precious friends. MY 9jms this sun, omg i miss them so much. Geral and co, yes we havent seen each other since mar. IS ALMOST HALF A YEAR, and geral is always complaining that i have no TIME. YES WHICH I REALLY DONT. joeyisabusygirl.LOL!!! nxt week , kaiwei and co. omg other then shiqi who i saw last week briefly. i havent seen the rest, for god knows how long was it!!! Jun and Jen too, we formed the 3Js. the happy times we have in thai is all in the past , but is a beautiful one. Till Then, we will be strong till the nxt time we see the boys again. WHICH IS SOON i believe, ^^ <3.
School's been crazy BIG TIME. my dean thinks that i can score well. HAHA.. yah righttttttt. he thinks too highly of joey fong. ><
i forsee myself with endless nights of assignments, reports and more research to do. OMG i HATE the fact when i have to face the com and just type like never ending. maybe till i see him again, i'll live in stress. ><
back to my books again.. THIS IS SUCH A BORING LIFE FOR ME. sch.eat.slp.assignments.reports. OMG!!!! @_@
Colourful rainbow <3
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 ' 11:07 PM
Life is a total hell for me now...
school is a total havoc for me now... TOTALLY.
i have school on sat, GREAT MAN.. DAMN THE PLANNER who plans this stupid idiotic timetable.
i have a new module to take , more work to be done.
more notes to read and more assignments coming up!!!
cant imagine my life in the nxt few mths. sch.eat.sleep. THANKS VERY MUCH. BORING.
ENDLESS OF ASSIGNMENTS!!! FAINT!!!
register myself in jp class that aunt lena recommended me to go, starting end of aug. NEED TO BRUSH UP MY VERY BROKEN JP!!! ><
Sch, lessons, eat, slp. OH NO since when my life has been so colourless.
Recently, baby has alot of expressions on his face, Cute, bored, playful, u name it , joey can find that expressions for u. HE HAS THAT LOTSA OF EXPRESSIONS THESE DAYS. HE is showing his real side already which drives me crazy enough. BABY u have to stop hanging out with siwon , donghae and wookie.THEY ARE MAKING U WAY TOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE for me to resist. ><
back to my books now. My colorless life. BORED!!!!! ><
Colourful rainbow <3
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 ' 9:09 PM
i wan to blog abt my SJ 1st asia tour con in thai, bt i have totally no idea where to start frm.
Overall i had a enjoyable time with the boys there. Their live was superb, considering the fact that KRY vocals is WOW. And hae's hair is not as terrible as we thought, cause fishy TIE UP HIS HAIR!!! and had a parting so it wasnt THAT terrible.
Funny moments at times, hae drop his shoes, baby kyu tie his shoeslace when hae drop his shoes,LOL!! that was funny and Heechul did crazy stuffs, he throw his shoes during the show to the crowd. Heechul had a pig puppet, frm one of the fan and start to pose in front of us like endless, he look so much better with black hair and had a haircut.. SHUAI!!! Heechul got a bikini which was at 1st it was meant for kangin, for no reason , heechul went to take it, and put it on his head, and hae has to walk over, chul put on top of hae's head, and hae wore it, for one whole song. Jun and me was like WTH!!! FAINT!!
Jun and me been wondering how come hyuk was in hoodie all the time, and so is jen, cuz he had a new haircut before the con. and he looks damn good in it except he needs to eat more, i bet his weight is closer to mine. His jeans look so loose to me. ><
Bt there were sad moments, I started crying the moment baby kyu sang she's gone. i BET ALL MY FRENS KNEW HOW MUCH I <3 this SONG, and how despo i want to hear this SONG LIVE. Jen who was infront at the 1st row of the standing, told her china fren, that the fren who came with her must be crying now. And so is amy, geral and junie thinks the same too... T__T The boys started to cry when we sang Marry U, we cried too. but when the camera happen to flash on screen was mr cool guy MR KIM KIBUM, he CRIED. CAUSE WE KNW THAT KIBUM DOESNT CRY THAT EASILY , bt HE CRIED, so did, hyuk, siwon, hangeng, and the worst was him, the leader, eetuek. The 2nd sentence of the hyuk's rap, he started crying. And seriously in a country where krn is nt commonly used, it can be touching when u hear this song LIVE, with the fans singing to them. We cried too. so were the fans ard us.
I was too busy roaming and looking ard the stage. One pt baby kyu was at the right side of the stage, that makes me down for a moment , but he manage to come to the right side of the stage during the 2nd part of the show. THANK GOD, if not joey will have to cry even much more buckets in thailand cause my baby kyu wont come to my side. But i feel sad for jun who is a sungmin's fan. Cause the num of times that Sungmin came to the right side of the stage is pathetic enough. he is either right in front of the stage if not he is at LEFT side of the stage. >< so it applies to hangeng. BUT WHEN HANGENG dance sexyback omggggggggggggg HELL GOD IS DAMN SEXY!!! that drives vivian crazy whenever she sees hangeng. BIG FAN OF HANGENG!!! And whenever has screentime for kibum, the both of us will be screaming like mad, crazy fangirl!!! his smile is totally killer... TOTALLY. ESP when the 12plus ad was aired. OMG SHUAI!!!
I thought that i will die when i stand for at least 2hrs straight, but end up i didnt really die. i managed to survive. [ Geral will probably kill me if she reads this now ><] But my side was that SQUEEZY AS WHAT I THOUGHT. Imagine i still had space to roam to the front to see kyu and go back to the same spot where i stand at 1st. ^^ Is not that squeezy as i thought.
Towards the ending of the show, i cried even worst then i thought. The memories of what the boys went through just flood through my mind. It was never easy for them to stage a con overseas, despite having some of them to shuttle between china and kr and now to jp to prepared for their debut, is very tiring. Jun started crying when they sang belive, and yes the both of cried really hard when they sang miracle, seeing them put up such a gd show, despite being fatigue, we felt the heart pain for them. 2yrs, with too much incidents happening to them , is rather hard for them to come this far. Their debut has never come that easy. maybe they have antis that hate them, fine let u guys cont to hate them. I dont give a damn. Cause as a ELF, i know what the boys went through, TOUGH ROAD AHEAD, but i knw with the support of the ELF , 13 can cont to shine dwn the road. I KNW U GUYS CAN DO IT!!! HWAITING 13!!! ONLY 13, the power of sapphire blue will cont to lead u boys dwn the road no matter how tough the road is. ^^
On the way, back hm, i was crying, maybe i cant bear to end all this in just one day. cant believe that i am on my way back to sg. cried at the airport, on the plane, and on the way back hm on the cab, i cry. While waiting to clear customs, Jen told me: No matter where he is, [refers to kyu] the moment he sings a ballad, joey can cry. T__T she is just so right!!! YES THAT IS HOW MUCH I <3 my baby KYU!!!
Jen thanks for the accompany, sorry if i throw too much tantrums to u. And thanks for bearing with all my nonsensical stuffs. AND I SWEAR HYUK IS ONLY URS. I MAKE SURE HE KNWS THAT!!! ^^
Jun, my new fren, A BIG SUNGMIN FAN, who likes purple and hates pink totally opp of min, thanks for the care and concern at the con, u try to look out for my baby kyu whenever he is near our side and making sure that i dun faint during the con. SORRY MIN DIDNT COME TO OUR SIDE. But the NXT STOP MAKE SURE HE SEE U!!! MIN <3 u!!!
Kwai, my new fren frm china, nice girl who knws that JOEY <3 her baby kyu alot but cant get alot of his stuffs in thai cuz he is way too popular there. BUT i am looking forward for her to go back to china so that she can get my kyu stuffs. ^^
overall i had a great fun over that, despite how sucks was the organisation, but there were happy times too!!! thanks so much for the happy times.
I am still in depression and i need to see kyu again. ><
Colourful rainbow <3
Monday, July 14, 2008 ' 1:20 AM
so i am back frm my trip!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss my baby kyu alot.................................
CRIED ALOT!!!
i bet no matter where he is, he can just make me cry easily... >.<
Colourful rainbow <3
Sunday, July 13, 2008 ' 12:54 AM
ok i am back frm the impact arena, tired is one word....
but i enjoyed myself alot....
thanks baby kyu for everything i <3 u really alot!!!!
Colourful rainbow <3
Saturday, July 12, 2008 ' 8:55 AM
a quick post again.
it was really a long day for me ytd. faint
and i saw zhou mi walking past me.. LOL! it happens that he was the joke of the day!!! wahhaha....
for once here in thai i feel the excitment. cuz HE is here!!!
gtg back with more updates soon!!! i <3 my baby kyu so so so so so so so so so so so so so so MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY <3 him that lotsa.
Colourful rainbow <3
Friday, July 11, 2008 ' 10:16 AM
ok a quick post before i shoo myself off to the hotel to see HENRY AND ZHOU MI!!!
i'm currently in bkk, the land of smiles. Blogging frm my hotel rm. weather here is so far so gd, cool.
As this is my 1st trip in bkk, i had not really explore the country myself.. but jen has arrived, so SHOPPING LTR!!!!
** i dreamt of kyu ytd** and it was a sweet one ^^.. well but dreams is always opposite of what u dreamt, so i dont pin too much hope. Shall shoo myself and get a pair for scissors, pass to hae and have his hair cut. HE IS TOO UGLY NOW!!! OMG!!!!
ok jen is calling me, shoo myself off, b4 i cant see HENRY!!!
Colourful rainbow <3
Sunday, July 06, 2008 ' 12:22 AM
I AM IN THE VERGE OF GG CRAZY ANY MOMENT!!!
MY THESIS IS STILL NOT FINISHED YET!!!OMG!!! shoot myself to death!!
my stuffs is nt packed yet!!! conclusion, NTH IS DONE!!! GREAT!!!
i havent had time to like visit dr chan for my new dosage of medicine and my travel pack medicine.
I have no time for tv , not so much time for fangirl, everything i do is my thesis, how boring is my life, thanks very much, this is my boring and so not entertaining life!!!
that day once a fren asked me, joey if u were to leave one day , what is the last thing on my mind, hmm the ans would be my family.
for all this yrs, 22yrs of my life, i have not acheive anything great. NOT THAT GREAT AS WHAT THE ACHIEVEMENT my bros has NOW.
am i smart?? no i am not, in fact i am kind of stupid. =.='''
a bright future, no i don't have. but bros has.
endless cash flow, ans same as the above.
gd qualifications?? ans same as the above.
sometimes i wish that i wont have to a burden to the family, if i am not sick, my family wont have to shuttle endless trips to the hospital, i wish i was better off alone at times, den i wont have to be a burden to the family.
Sometimes i am nt as happy what u guys think, i want to cry. A shoulder to cry.
Colourful rainbow <3
Tuesday, July 01, 2008 ' 12:12 PM
ARGH!!! RAWR!!! MY MP3 JUST DIED ON ME!!!! GREAT MAN!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!
NOW JOEY WANTS TO STAB HERSELF AND JUST DIE!!!! NO MUSIC HOW TO SURVIVE WITH MY NOT FINISHED THESIS THAT I AM SUPPOSED TO SUBMIT LIKE SOON!!! OMG!!!!!
NO TIME to even send for repair.... GREAT. >.<'''
RAWR!!! i need 48hrs to finished with whatever i have on hand to just clear it!!!
now i start to hate school with all unfinished work.
** shall eat more fish so that i can produce more brain cells and FINISHED ALL MY WORK!!! **
OFF TO SLOG MY ASS AND DROWN MYSELF IN THE PILE OF ENDLESS PAPER, AND NOTES TO FINISH MY THESIS.
JOEY IS DYING WITH NO MP3 TO ACCOMPANY ME!! DOWN VERY DOWN!!!
Colourful rainbow <3