Friday, May 29, 2009 ' 1:57 AM
I smell FREEDOM in the air...
My long awaited FREEDOM!!!
ps: sometimes is best to open and close one eye, I just cant believe that she is such a bitch!!
freedom i love u...
pss: mr cho kyuhyun ur msg at the msg board is so nt style bt i like <33
the ever mighty magnae ^^
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 ' 1:45 PM
3yrs has gone, and i am glad u are still a strong boy ^^
HAPPY 3rd anniversary MY DEAREST KYUHYUN BABY!!!
Thank YOU for Surviving frm that accident, U make me cry buckets since i knew about the accident... U were at the verge of death, BUT U MAKE It. the very day that happen , a scar in my heart, a pain in all ELF hearts, APR 19...
U started out as an 13members where the elfs couldnt accept as they believe that SJ is forever 12. BUT U PROVE them WRONG, for ur nice vocals... SJ does NEED U!!!
During the DONT DON comeback after ur accident, u werent suppose to dance but u insisted, that breaks my heart into a million pcs, seeing u so much in pain and u have to dance and sing, and ur voice sound so weak. On that very day i cried again... HAPPY Tears no it wasnt, IT WAS TEARS OF HEART PAIN.
During the filming of the EHB, u told ur hyungs is that what they wanted?? U Tried So Hard to come this far, it was hard for u to mixed with them as ur trainee days was so short, U didnt have alot of interaction with them... BUT U CRIED, I knw u wont want things to happen in between the 13 of u... IT MAKE U CRY AGAIN!!
U were selected to be part of SJM, Language barrier was the toughest for u, u are not like hae who is active and dare to perform, Instead u always keep quiet, the best word u could ever say was FU WU YUAN, and that makes everyone laugh... Till today u dun really talk alot in China, due to the language barrier, but the little actions u are always doing make me feel so happy as i knw u are still happy =D
The 3rd Jib, Sorry Sorry, OMG u have a major change, in terms of looks and singing style,..
Friends ard me, been telling me, omg joey, KYU IS HANDSOME NOW...
I was like yes i knw and that is so annoying, but i am happy, that there are pple who praises u...
It just bring a smile to me,
U live totally like a MAGNAE SHLD BEHAVE, someone who dun say sorry to yr hyungs, cuz u truly think i am the magnae why shld i say sorry, U Pawns for that ^^
U dun use formal language when u greet ur HYUNGS and i guess they are use to that,.. CUZ U ARE CHO KYU HYUN, someone whom they really treasure alot..
U are the KIM GURA, who always say evil things but in a beautiful way, I SLAUTE U FOR THAT!!!
U are someone who i cry alot whenever i see u, be it in thai or hk, U JUST MAKE ME CRY ALOT!!! and i hate u for that.. =X
U are someone who makes me think that u have the best vocals who i have ever hear, the gentle voice of urs melts in the nite.
The way u say goodnight, melts my heart and make me die instantly.
3yrs has pass, and i am still counting...
Thanks for putting nice memories in my yrs of liking you, i dun knw when will my fandom of this will come to an end, but u are one of the best part in my life...
THANKS KYUHYUN, AND I LOVE U!!!
' 12:32 AM
These days , alot of things appear in my life,
Be it the happy one or a sad one, for those to who i rant, i truly appreciate that alot... ^^
For once i am not happy, to who she has turn out to be, seriously it really hurts me so much... but i dont wish things to be so ugly, but i guess is left with no choice... is like everything is tearing apart... Trust in her i doubt it has to be really tearing apart.
I came across these poem when i was telling jen abt what was happening,
"The rain may be falling hard outside,
But your smile makes it all alright.
I'm so glad that you're my friend.
I know our friendship will never end." -- Robert Alan
ZX and Qiyou has been a really gd fren to me for the past few days, thanks pals ^^
For Junie i thank you for being such a nice fren and understand =DD
For my wonderful amazing frens like cindy,Mimi [who is far in jp now studying] and minnie park , a grp of frens where i find them totally amazing =DD
and my ever wonderful JEN, thanks for being so understanding all these yrs i knw we will last till the very end... ^^
and not ALSO to those who knws what i went thru THANKS ALOT
I LOVE U ALL!!!!
ps:like i love kyuhae i love u all too =X
Saturday, May 23, 2009 ' 11:24 PM
I AM DEAD TIRED,
Bt for the past week been a very happy girl with all the fangirling of the sj world...
and thanks to WT who told me interesting stories that happen at SM while waiting...
HE TOTALLY MAKE ME LAUGH BY THE EXPRESSION U DESCRIBE TO ME!!!
i bet he muz have been looking for a hole to hide during that time,
But to that passer-by omg u rocks totally.... I slaute to U!!!
and to that elf who ask WT that QN, I seriously laugh off my ass when WT told me, U shld have say YES, that will probably scare them off, and in that case she will have antis in kr... LOL!!
and xiang is heading to kr, sobs, by the time she is back i havent even start to pack for my kr trip... and junie and bjj is heading to kr too...
NOV WAIT FOR ME, I SHALL ATTACK U AGAIN!!!!
KR TRIP better be a fruitful one, and mr choi ur words better make it true, if nt i make sure I WILL DO SOMETHING EVIL TO U!!! [oops, that is something i wanted to do each time i see him]
ok tired, bed time
Monday, May 18, 2009 ' 4:05 PM
已有好一段時間 沒有追戲最的那麼辛苦了
從一月到現在 我一直很期待看敗犬女王
他的故事寫的很真實﹐ 從第10集到第19集 我幾乎都在哭
廬卡斯對單無雙的愛 我看到了 他的努力我心疼了
學長的執著 讓卡斯一度的想放棄了 那時候就像JJ 說的好人卡 可以分他一份
但還好他沒有 不讓我想我會哭慘了
8歲的姐弟戀 不好談 因為要面對的現實問題有太多了
卡斯的堅定 但無雙開始猶豫了 生活有太多得顧慮
我很希望結局會是HAPPY ENDING﹗﹗ 不結婚也行 但我要他們在一起就行了
天阿﹐ 你就成全我的小小小的心願把﹗﹗
卡斯加油﹗﹗
我越來越覺得小天得演技進步得無敵好﹗﹗ 加油了阮小天﹗﹗
Saturday, May 09, 2009 ' 11:08 PM
tricia ker makes all of us to post this msg on our blogs.
"7Ds went to 77th street and bought 7 rings!''
I insisted that we go Tiffany and Co to buy our friendship ring, they say i am too high class,
the cheapest inside t&c is 260.
compared to the one i am wearing now is the altas ring, a gift frm ZX.LOL!!
I have nv take a cab 4times in a day within a short period of time.. LOL
we went to ms clarity for lunch, as bugis was too boring, we took a cab to Far east plaza to have some shopping.
I bought 2dresses, a nike teeshirt and a long vest.
After all the walking frm far east to wisma to taka , we took a cab back to liang seah st for dinner, joey insisted in eating 'zi char' at liang seah st. We wanted to have desserts after that, but it was too packed... ><
After dinner, tri still hasnt give up the idea of getting a friendship ring. we decided to head back to town to look for one. The time we on board a cab again, was already 8.50.. we had only 10mins to take either a bus of cab BACK to TOWN..
END UP WE TOOK A CAB AGAIN!!!! this was the 3rd time in a day that we took a cab..
end up we decided to buy one frm 77th st... ^^
head for hm after that, cuz my stuffs was too HEAVY!!!
i shopped too much these days.. LOL!!!
Friday, May 08, 2009 ' 11:18 AM
Ok something must be wrong with LEE DONGHAE AGAIN,
each time of the yr, every few mths, he has to be very emotional, and to be exact super emotional,
latest cyworld msg: I feel like stopping...
Each time he has to make the ELF worry for that little prince who thinks alot...
my dearest MR LEE DONGHAE,
No matter where u are, where are u based, be it in Korea or Japan or China,
ELFs will always be there for u, u dont have to worry that the ELFs will leave u there
and forget abt ur existence
Teukie once say at their 3rd anniversary, SJ is forever 13, we cant have more nor less,
FOREVER 13,
Super Junior + ELFs = Forever as one,
Starts with Angel Teuk End with Kyuhyun, and forever with the ELFs...
cant u stop posting emo cyworld msg!!!!
Ps: suddenly i mss my leedonghae and chokyuhyun!!!!!
JEN HOWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WAN TO SEE THEM NOWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, May 03, 2009 ' 8:51 PM
OK my life been rather boring these days,
I need to pack my war zone rm for a flea market that dengli intro me so that i can earn some fast bucks and at the same time get rid of my clothes... LOL!!!
shall do it after my papers end on thur, smell freedom soon.
and sch hols round the corner, i cant wait for it to come... LIKE SOON PLS!!!
ps: i get tired very easily these days... ><