Wednesday, June 27, 2007 ' 12:56 AM
i am so nt used to leading a life without u in my life!!! seeing u on msn, i still gt the urge to click on talk to U!! bt i knw once i do it i will break dwn and cried again....so i decided nt to let myself do such a mistake...frens been telling me to block u bt i wont do that cuz i still hope that we can still be frens...
i am no longer pining hopes that we will be together....i knw i cant pinned hopes cuz what i got in the end is misery to myself....so i will juz have to let go of the kite and let it fly freely!!! maybe end up someday we will be able to say hi to each other and the smile on us will still be the same!!! bt when will be the day i really dun knw...seeing u that day juz bring me tears....maybe i dun knw how to face u on streets???shunned frm u or making a detour juz to avoid....i dun knw...i juz dun wan to cry for u anymore is really too tired and too stressing!!!
thanks to those who tag on my board....now i might nt be ok bt i believe that i will be fine soon one day!!! thanks alot!! i <3 u guys!!! and the smses that u guys send i appreciate alot!!!
MAYBE I JUZ NEED TIME TO ADAPT!!! bt tHANKS TO MY DEAR FRENS!!!
Colourful rainbow <3
Monday, June 25, 2007 ' 11:45 AM
Our story has came to an end!!! Maybe is time for me to move on with my life...Nt having U in my life is gg to be tough for a while bt den i knw i can go thru this difficult phrase of my life!!! bt with u gave me...i will always rem the happy times we have together...THANK U!! ^_^
suddenly my window player is playing this very familiar song by energy and once again i break down and cried!!!
眼淚的味道 ---> it used to be my fave song by them...bt now becuz of this song...i am breaking dwn again!!! =.=
Dont wan to miss u 逝去的不能在留著
只是過往每個畫面 都成為我們的束縛
對愛情的無助
i cried when i heard this bridge part of the song!! maybe it says what i am gg thru at the current moment!!
i knw one day i can be better off without u...how long will it takes to heal the wound...seriously i dun knw myself bt i knw i will get thru it eventually!!!
thanks to my frens who talk to me and worried for me!! jen,tricia, lingfang, shiqi, wenna, geral, sharon, jon,jo, weihao and nt forgetting my best pal , qiyou, thanks for being there....i knw i have u guys ard i am nt lonely....weihao rem what u say ar....i will be waiting for it...Jon, a million thanks to ur encoragements, i will be waiting for u to treat me with one big meal!!!..... my best pal in sch <3!!!....joesph will kill if he sees this!! lol!!!
to the rest who havent knw what is gg on!!! well i dun wish to elaborate anymore!!! i dun wan to say it ANYMORE!!! all i need is TIME!!! shoo off if u wan to ask cuz i wont wan to repeat myself anymore!!!
to him: i wish u all the best...and i hope we can still be frens like what we are 6yrs ago!!! THANKS ALOT!!!
受傷的翅膀 總有一天會慢慢 慢慢的變好 能飛得更高
當失去你的依靠 我想 我知道眼淚的味道
Colourful rainbow <3
Saturday, June 23, 2007 ' 11:19 PM
TREASURE UR LOVED ONES BESIDE U...cuz u will nv KNW when will THEY LEAVE this WORLD!!!
today is nv a good day for me....EMO DAY FOR ME!!!!
maybe crying is the best way to let ur emotions out???
thinking of it can juz make me cried!!!
Colourful rainbow <3
Wednesday, June 20, 2007 ' 9:46 PM
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Colourful rainbow <3
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 ' 1:00 AM
i swear that i have a weak body....
aft recovering frm an asthma attack...now joey is dwn with a very serious FLU that i can sneeze every min....and also...my throat very sore now!!! PAIN!!!! ARGH!!!!
one reason being simple....the weather changes in sg is very weird now...the nxt min it can be a sunny the nxt min it can be a rainy day...and with this type of weather changes..is SERIOUSLY KILLING ME!!! RAWR!!! I HATE THE WEATHER IN SG!!!
mummy and aunt say my nose can drop anytime and this time andrew say den u can have a nose job...LOL.... thanks man my dear cousin!!!
rawr i hate flu, sore throat.....medicine again!!! i am so like a machine that has to be like survive on medicine!!! >_< i wish i was born with a healthy body bt no i wasnt fated to have one!!! SIGH!!!
Colourful rainbow <3
Monday, June 18, 2007 ' 1:37 AM
TO GO OR NT TO GO!!!
THANKS MAN, is the STARTING OF THE MTH!!! WTH!!! **DIES**
pls kill me pple, NEWS IS HAVING A CONCERT IN TW IN OCT....WHY IN EARLY OCT!!! WHY??? NO KEII, Tego....HAIZ..SIGH!!! joey is caught in the middle of like to go and SCH!! i have a very busy schedule in SEPT and OCT!!! And now this news comes ard!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!
SAVE and GO JP?? or skip sch for that week juz to see KEII...i am really dun knw what shld i do!! SIGH BIG TIME!!!
DAMN JE this TIME!!! ARGH!!!!
SCH?? CONCERT??? ok if i am smart enough of cuz the wiser choice is sch bt den concert in tw...is omg!!! NEAR AND CHEAPER!!! RAWR!!!! KILL ME PLS SOME1!!!
Colourful rainbow <3
Sunday, June 17, 2007 ' 1:28 AM
JE Boys IS <3!!!!
OMG!!! VAL ONG, Xiang, i am gg to share TEGO with u all la....i am so in love with his hair...and nt to mentioned that he is in JE!!!!! JE IS JOEY's <3!!!! and they sang live of the song miso soup and kiss....OMG!! and nt to forget abt suju perf..omg!!!HOT!!!!
for once i have to say that yehsung is handsome!!! the moment he walks dwn the red carpet omg...shuai!!!! nt forgetting hyuk jae omg!!! i love his current hairstyle!!! SHUAI!!! well basically the boys are all gd looking bt den i still dun like ryeo wook hair!! his hair colour i still cant accept it!!! is too bright for me!!! bt overall i still like their perf cuz of the remix ver of U and the miracle!! <3 this songs!!! i am watching the repeat and laughing at the boys chi....is like funny bt cute!! esp my mr lee donghae...he made the same mistake again.....
lee donghae when he intro himself in chi....
"jian dao gao xing...wo shi li dong hai...."HE MISSED THE NI MEN AGAIN!!! AND IS NT THE 1ST TIME ALREADY!!! LOL....when will my mr lee learn his lesson...i wonder...and shindong is cute in his chi intro, " gege didi meimei jiejie, wo shi sheng tong" i was laughing real hard at it!! and hyuk jae say.... " wo hen shuai, wo shi eun hyuk" FAINT!!! bt he was cute!!! bascially the boys was really cute in their chi....bt when they present awards....omg shindong was cute!! and is like really very crowded when they were on stage so many pple!!! LOL....bt den seeing hae is always my piority!!! i love my fish......more of suju for me!!! i wan my hae and my boys!!!
ok yes...i muz MENTION TEGOSHI....his chi LOL...bt i knw they had a hard time memorising the chi lines and stuffs...bt well done boys....massuda..... ok muz jiayou!!! i cant wait for NEWS TO HAVE A CONCERT SOON!!! i wan to see the boys live and yes sing live for me tego!!! i am so gg to throw uchi and keii soon!! take tego...no i cant be so fickle minded....kame shall stay at 1st place and the rest be my part time lover....LOL.....SLAP JOEY!!!
ok is late,....and i am watching the rpt ver of the gma....faint...cuz i wan to see tegomasu and suju perf bt den this yr perf is much interesting then last yr cuz counting there was suju and tegomass....omg!!! who is the JE representive nxt yr???? i cant wait!!!
CONGRATS NICKY with his winning of best male singer....claps he is finally recongnise!! jiayou xiao pang zi.....
Colourful rainbow <3
Friday, June 15, 2007 ' 11:29 AM
OH MAN!!! this is getting me to nowhere!! **dies**
these days been rotting at hm since i cant fly...and sg is so boring!! so i decided to stay at hm and watch dvds....and guess what!! i watch nobuta for the dun know how many times already and trust me i can memorise what kame is doing the nxt moment or what yamapi is gg to do!! FAINT!!! SLAP JOEY!! and juz ytd i wanted to watch rainine new show..counting on the fact that i missed 2epis and tw is airing the 3rd epi this sun and what!! i am still at epi 1...FAINT!!! on hand i still have Cartoon KT, proposal, hanayome and koki drama with kame as special guest appearance!!! FAINT!!! i muz BUCKED UP!!! guess what hana kimi trailer is OUT!! at the 1st place i still think that ryo can play the role of what zun plays...bt bt cuz of k8 con he cant take part in this show!! sobx!! ** cries buckets** bt i think shun will portrays well too and toma is FUNNY!!! 3rd jul...pls arrive faster i cant WAIT!!!
One interesting fact, my aunt actually finds KAME is HANDSOME BUT his face too long...=.=''' well is a fact that he has a long face bt den yah....i still <3 KAMENASHI KAZUYA!!! LOL...mummy says soon she will getting tired of seeing kame everywhere,my rm, wallet or hp is all KAME!!! LOL!!
i told ying, my everyday muz do thing....see donghae and kame on my com screen!!! is a EVERYDAY MUZ DO THING!! donghae maybe nt everyday bt kame is everyday!!! and sharlene is always polluting me with her darlin JIN,bt well he is an eye candy to watch!! bt STILL kame rules my world!!haha....
while typing this entry...my mum was preparing to go to work...and my player is playing PRECIOUS ONE!! my everyday muz listen song!! and mummy is saying...: how many times muz u play the song!!! arent u bored of that song!! while frankly speaking NO!! is my fave song frm them!! i am so gg to imfluence my mum to like them...maybe she will like JIN?? or MARU, defintely nt KOKI cuz mummy juz finds him too UGLY!! LOL...( influence by me cuz i juz simply dun like him, sorry gin...LOL!!!)
overdose myself with kame again!!! FAINT!!! OH man pls call me mrs kamenashi....LOL.....puke blood!!
i need to get rid some of my clothes, why cuz my warerobe no more space for it alreadY!!! i cant squeeze all my cupboard ANYMORE!!! SALES OF CLOTHES...anyone interested....and yes that includes my white adidas jacket that i havent even WEAR IT BEFORE!!! FAINT!!!
HAPPY BDAY MEL!!!!
Colourful rainbow <3
Monday, June 11, 2007 ' 1:53 AM
MY OLD FREN IS BACK!!!
.asthma attack!!! thanks!! =.=''' wasnt really coughing real bad bt den suddenly i feel very breatheless...there were signs that i sense my attack is coming...bt i choose to ignore[as usual] den suddenly i was breathing real hard while watching tv..mum was shocked and she was like is it asthma?? den she grabbed my inhaler frm the kitchen, it does stablise the condition bt den...who knws i had the 2nd attack again!!! in the nite while i was slping, i didnt really slp well....cuz of the wheezing...i used my mouth to breathe and my wheezing is real loud...that i can hear myself...
the nxt morning i went to mount Elizabeth to see doc chang....well the moment he sees me again he was like....'hi is been a long time since i have seen u...well u are here now it means u have an attack again' =.=''' he does read my mind...irritating...doing all sorts of tests....and finally get done with it....i was like old fren u are back to visit joey...=.='''
so i asked him am i in the healthy state to fly....since that time i was like yah i am SUPPOSE TO FLY ON SAT!!! BT den he replied me ' darlin if u wan ur life...den have a gd rest in sg, joel will understand....' KILL ME' i was looking forward to visit my bros there...is like is MTHS SINCE I HAVE SEEN THEM....I MISS MY BROS ALOT!!! so went we rched hm...i called joel in the states....and yah mum called him earlier b4 i can tell him what really happened...and i had my TRIP POSTPONE!!! SIAN!!!! den joel say he rather me stay in the boring sg to rest den to fly 20+ hrs to visit him and joe....bt bros...i wan to see u all...is mths since i have seen u guys....well i can never WIN the fight with them...and joe called and scolded me....i was like sha yan when i pick up the fone and he goes ' what the hell is with u, why u had an attack again....' and there he goes....blah blah blah...[as usual] END UP, NO!!! iCANT FLY....I HAVE TO POSTPONE MY TRIP!!!!ARGH!!! SUCKS!!!!
well asthma has been living with me for as long as i was 3yrs old i was diagnose with this...i am so used to it...inhaler is my best fren when i have an attack...bt den i get so used to it that seeing doc chang is like seeing an old fren who knws u...he always advises me to have less cold drinks...bt den i dun drink fizzy drinks....so i am like what is wrong with barley???juz becuz they added ice in it....well i still drink cold drinks...[ only nw my cough is nt getting me to anywhere with endless nite of coughing my lungs out!!] bt HECK...i have nv been a gd patient to doc chang since he knew me when i was in pri 5....the most serious attack that i could have.....bt den he juz get the fact that joey hates to be a gd patient.....i am a naughty and difficult to handle patient!!! LOL!!!
bt den joel promises that he will be in SG soon!!! bt he juz wont tell me when is the date!!! sobx!! slap da ge!!! bt den i cant wait!! PLS COME BACK SOON!!!
now i knw how my mum worries every time i have an attack she will juz freak out!!! :( seeing her face turn white, i was like mummy dun worry i wont die so easily!!! is juz an attack!!! :)
Colourful rainbow <3
Monday, June 04, 2007 ' 10:32 PM
I'm PISSED!!!!!!!
i met mum for dinner at orchard den went to collect my new phone with her since i am using her name to buy a new phone!!! finally a new phone...excited to go hm and charge it so that i can use it tmr...end up.....the charger juz COCK ME UP!!!PISSED...THANKS MAN!!! den mum say why nv check?? i was like nt i dun wan to check is juz that i except that they have QC b4 they sell their products...bt den is like IT COCKS UP!!!ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanted to blogged abt the wknd bt my new phone juz is crazy enough that i dun wan to talk abt anything!!!
bt i wan to say mayday concert was a great one....i cant wait for the nxt yr and i really hope that they will be able to hold it at the indoor stadium...mayday rocks....
and is micky bday today!! HAPPY BDAY......micky park <3......bt>
Colourful rainbow <3
Saturday, June 02, 2007 ' 2:08 AM
OK...this is such a gd news for me...
OWEN IS IN THE ENGLAND TEAM FOR THE MATCH AGAINIST BRAZIL...PLs tell me how long have i nt seen him in soccer matches...for as long as i knw....and this time beckham is back...i wonder what make McClaren wants him back....**thinks** bt well i think beckham still have his uses in some ways nt to forget that the fact that he is already in his early 30s...bt beckham pls show the world that u are still of some uses!!!
Owen since his injury last yr during the world cup season he was inactive at the soccer world....every1 was waiting for to make a comeback...bt den i am sure that his comeback does have some impact to the england team....and nt to forget that he is already closing to his 30...bt den who cares he is one gd player where his talents is nt to be forgotten....^_^
seen the line up for the england team...omg...is like gd players inside bt den hargreaves is nt inside, bt joe cole is in...HAPPY!!! and yah the best chem players....gerrad and lampard come on, they work with gd chem....terry will be leading the team...and seeing the old england captain and the new eng captain is weird bt den i am already used to it in some sense since beckham is coming back to play for the nation aft a few mths...u have to put up a gd show england...
england and brazil....who will win...i hope is england....and pray hard....
PS: FTTS 7th Jib is nice..preview some of the new songs...i cant wait to preorder and get a copy of my album...
gtg...zhixue is nagging....england pls win....
Colourful rainbow <3
Friday, June 01, 2007 ' 1:23 AM
wahaha...i finally GET TO CHANGED MY PHONE!! aft convinicing mum telling her that my panasonic phone is like dying soon any pt of time...and we went to the m1 shop actually wanted to changed my phone bt den the sales person told me OOS!! i was like gt $$ bt no phone till the sales person offered to check whether is there any stocks at their other branches and FINALLY at WESTMALL m1 they have it and is the one and only one in the shop so i requested to transfer to Sun Plaza!!!so i can changed my Phone on mon!! woohoo!!! cant wait to get my new phone....and hope that this phone will last,....and daniel says that i am finally out of the panasonic line aft like say 3yrs....now is SE....
on top of that, is the GSS sales, and trust me i bought NTH during this sales period!!!...nth really nice that caught my eyes....i am only gg to get what i am lacking off and get done with it!! i have been telling mum that i need a new drawer so that i can place my clothes inside reason being my cupboard is bursting and FINALLY WE are GETTING IT NXT WEEK...if nt my cupboard will soon run out of space once all my spree clothes are here....>_<....
busy wknd is coming....and i am so gg to die aft that...FAINT...mayday con...FINALLY...i forsee myself aft the con i am gg to lose my voice and i muz rem to bring inhaler juz in case i get too high during the concert and asthma attack!!>_<>
bedtime!!! need to recoup my beauty slp...
PS: STATES I AM COMING SOON!!! PLS WAIT FOR ME!!! FINALLY I AM OUT OF SG SOON!!!!
Colourful rainbow <3