Sunday, May 25, 2008 ' 1:44 PM
donghae donated his fave beanie for the charity in CHINA..
i always see hae in this beanie, complain that he has so many caps and beanie but he is always in this one...
but the charity show in chang sha he donated his beloved beanine to raise funds for the earthquake relief.
side note: hae closed his cy world.. because of what some fans leave a note at his cy world... he is HURT... nvm HAE, i will still <3 u!!!
i cant find the image that kyu donated, but he donated the belt he has been wearing... ^^
i pray that everything will be fine... HAE and KYU HERE I COME... damn it, i had the urge to fly jp for their 1st fanmeet..
JQJ pls come out with yr GUEST LIST SOON!!! IF THE 6GUYS EVER DARE TO GO!!! i WILL KILL MR RAMEN, MR OSAKA MAN and MR PRETTY GUY!!!! TRUST ME...
Colourful rainbow <3
Thursday, May 22, 2008 ' 12:18 AM
sometimes life is unpredictable.. u'll never know what will happen nxt...
just today i knew that heechul grandpa has passed away.. T__T
too many things is happening everyday,, u will never knw what is install for u in the future..
treasure, cherish... how many of us can actually do it, how many of us dont take things for granted,
human beings are selfish creatures, they normally think of themsleves before placing others... i admit that sometimes i do have such behaviour....
been thinking of a couple of stuffs that is happening in my life, maybe i shld just give up this chance... is not for me..
i knw that is a rare chance not many pple can actually have such a suitable chance... but well i dont think and i dont have such a luck to deserve all this...
is time for me to give up...
anyway is not meant for me...
PLS TREASURE AND CHERISH...
Colourful rainbow <3
Sunday, May 18, 2008 ' 9:48 PM
it hurts when u sees pple dying... seriously it does make me cry whenever i am watching the news or when i am reading the papers abt the china quake...
pple are left homeless, children havent had the chance to even see the world and yet they are taken away... how sad the fact is... i am sick bt i am blessed with i am staying a safe country where there is no quake no cyclone where u have to experience... sometimes pple do complain i wan to migrate, spore is way to hot... bt think on the other hand, u are well protected in the sense that spore has a very good geography location frm all those natural disasters... T__T how fortunate u all can be.. be contented...
i read some of my frens blog, seriously with 2 natural disaters that happen over the past 2weeks, it does hurt me alot...
myanmmar... has been 2weeks since the cyclone happen, wtf is the govt, NTH!!! DAMN FUCK OF THE GOVT... hello wake up can u guys... pple wants to help u and ur countryman, why do u have strict control of everything, why???
for once i think that george bush and hiliary clinton says right, we wanted to help but it was u who rejected us out.Thai govt was being nice to help them by talking to the govt, but no avail...
hello wake up myanmmar, ur pple need help, i dun see the point in donating my $$ to them, cause i doubt the $$ will be like using on the victims, probably the govt will swallow them up clean..
I used to hate china alot really alot... but the quake i guess i see china does change over the yrs, it does, they are willingly to open their doors to accept help frm the foreign countries... ^^ seeing the live coverage, news coverage of the quake it does make me cry... but thank god, the govt acted fast... putting aside frm politics and let others help u... kudos to CHINA... just today my cousins and me we decided to donate part of our allowance to the victims, means i will have less shopping to be done.. and save.. but at least i do see where my $$ went to.
do ur part by helping them, the part where u have to built back where is ruined at the 1st place is tough, time and effort most important, the $$ needed is really a very big sum.. so do ur part by donating, eating one less meal , buy less one top, u can help them by doing that.. a mere 2bucks means alot to them...
most important , we have to save environment, pls SAVE THIS EARTH!!! ^^
BLESS THE EARTH, BLESS THE QUAKE VICTIMS..
Colourful rainbow <3
Friday, May 16, 2008 ' 12:38 AM
Mother Earth is ANGRY, Natural Disaters is happening more often...
Seriously i dun knw what is wrong with the EARTH now, Global Warming has been happening the past few yrs, ice on the poles is melting, the earth is getting warmer now... as u can see frm the weathers ard the world...
China Earthquake and Mynammar Cyclone causes innocent lives to be the victims. SIGH THIS IS SUCH A SAD FACT. Been reading about the news on this 2 countries that has be strike with natural disater... seriously pple who are living in SPORE... stop complaining that how hot the damn weather is, in geographical location, u guys are one of the luckiest person on earth that wont have such things happen... sadly to say, back home in hongkong we do experience BAD WEATHER, much worst den SPORE could have...
GOD PLS BLESS THOSE VICTIMS... T___T
Health as usual, good and bad sometimes, well i am getting the fact, i am in fact, getting used to it. But now, i have to go for checkup myself, cause my bros are back in the states.. T__T miss them so much and doing everything by myself. Except the fact that i have to cab to and fro cause there is no1 that can pick me up, but i am fine. not to the extend that i will leave mother earth that soon..
talking to MR NG last night, what he told me , i was seriously touched.
i know the fact that he is afraid that it might not be a success, he might afraid that he might have lose a friend,
he told me if he can, he would have donated the heart to me.. OMG!!! i cried cause i will never want that to happen. i know that he mean well... he is afraid that i might not be able to make it.
well sad to say, i dont have the confidence that i will recover soon after that, or can i even come out of the OT, no1 can even tell me an ans for it...
well it gives me some time to give some deep thoughts on it... maybe after all , the transplant wasnt meant for me... i might well just give up simply because i am scare that i might even leave before even coming out of the OT.
time for some deep thoughts..
Colourful rainbow <3
Thursday, May 08, 2008 ' 9:55 PM
well the date has been confirmed... wish me luck then...
till den i have still like 81days on Earth... LOL!!!
I still have alot of things not done... With this 81days i need to finish everything before anything bad happens to me... >__<
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON AND ZX... ^^ thank god u guys like my presents alot...
To sharon: thanks for yr wonderful friendship over this 7yrs... when i need someone to rant u are always there... and always help to speak good things abt mr ZSW when i am always talking bad about him... Overall i still knw that he is one mr nice guy so is mr xie... ^^ and ooh cannot forget mr hsiao and mr tang... HAPPY 21st birthday TO U!!!! LOVE U ALWAYS !!! ^^
To Mr ZX, well we came this far... friends to Lovers and now back to friends... well i enjoy the feeling that we hang out always and yes i knw that the feeling might be still there.. but still glad that we managed to draw the line... HAPPY BDAY TO U and appreciate my present pls... cuz i spend time doing it k... THANKS BUDDY... ^^
And yes... Ginny's grandma passed away just today evening.. A pc of sad news... =(
the feeling of losing someone close to u is always bad.. VERY BAD... always pray that her grandma will recover but eventually she still chose to leave this world... RIP we pray for u... =)
Colourful rainbow <3
Tuesday, May 06, 2008 ' 11:44 PM
The day to be cfm will be soon is either tmr or thur.. >__<
I hope i wont have to face it THIS SOON, but then it just has to be...
One final chance for me...
sidenote: i am hooked to DT now... he makes me feel so sad for him... Rolling love <33!!!
Colourful rainbow <3
Sunday, May 04, 2008 ' 4:23 PM
Finally the WAIT has come to an end,
Decisions made, waiting for a date to be cfm...
Risk Yes there's risk in it...
BUT ALL I WISH FOR IS A MIRACLE....
After this time, there won't be a 2nd chance, to redo.... Is the one and only chance...
After nxt week, my bros will be flying back to the states for work... I AM GOING TO MISS THEM SO MUCH..
Bt once the date is cfm, we can see each other AGAIN... I <3 them so much...
i am totally drained with the whole day of checkup... TOTALLY DIED....
Sidenote:LSM IS CRAZY... SM IS NT SO RIGHT NOW...
i SERIOUSLY FEEL SAD FOR THE 13 BOYS and so is TVXQ... SIGH....
Colourful rainbow <3
Thursday, May 01, 2008 ' 12:45 AM
GREAT, MOTHER EARTH iS NT GETTING ANY NICER ANYMORE....
WEATHER IS BEEN FUCKING TOO HOT IN SG... RAWR, how i wish i could join ben in aust now... at least they are gg to experience cold weather soon... NICE I LIKE IT... been complaning like nobody biz to ben telling him how hot the weather is in spore... mind u... i am having my exams now... in this damn fucking weather,.... NTH IS GETTING INTO MY BRAINS, unless i keep myself cold in the room with the temp of 18deg... LOL!! i rather have it cold den have myself sweating in this weather... THIS IS SO INHUMANE.... OH GOSH....
i seriously enjoying the mass convo with my cousins online... some located in spore, hk, states and aust... ^^ ok why isnt any of my relatives staying in jp or kr,.. i will apprecite that even better... ^^ we talk anything under the sun... bt the ones staying in spore,HAHH we are just complaining abt the weather here... IT SUCKS BIG TIME... Kudos to those who is wearing fleece jackets, i really admire them...
2papers down with 3more left... OH GOD, i wish my nitemare is gone soon... PLS DO....
well my bros is flying back to NYC nxt week, the WALL STREET JOB MARKET hasnt been doing very well, so they are afraid that their high paid job is coming to an end, they decided is time to fly back... i cant keep them because of my health... well their job is more impt then my health is... [ med bills in spore is frantically crazy...] well now i am on my own to go for med checkup and treatment... OH GOSH... Mum will acc me if time permits, she has her job too... bt well i knw if i am nt fit to even step out of the hse... i can just call the ambulance.. ^^
ok i need to go... FIND MY DAMN FUCKING CONTROLLER... IS LOST SOMEWHERE IN THE ROOM... and i need to mug more... 3 more to goooooooooooo..............
well wish me luck^^
Colourful rainbow <3