Tuesday, January 30, 2007 ' 11:38 PM
SaDness....
is juz purely sadness when i knew that weilun has passed away...when i got the call frm mel i cried....i burst out crying...as i saw her is like 2yrs ago when she was here with xiao mei for express boy promo seriously she is pretty and nice to talk too...care for her fans and she is such a sweet girl..i love her long sliky hair and the way she talks to the fans...no gaps....
well now that she is gone, i couldnt stop crying everytime i read or see her news on tv is juz making me cry....>"<...life is very fragile, who knws the nxt min what will u be doing....will be safe and sound at home or ur parents might pick up a call frm the hospital or police telling u that yr daughter is gone...well i spoke to mum before abt dead...if i ever die b4 her, she is nt gg to send me the last journey as i dun wan her too that include my dad too....only my bros and close frens....only white roses and white lilies to be accepted...and play my fave music pls...nt music frm the what u hear frm the HBD funeral...i mean i wan pop songs....i wan nosies den hearing pple crying their lungs out,....dun grieve for me...as i will be frm heaven looking dwn to see my loved ones.....include all that i knw....
sound dark, well i dun think so,i seriously agree with what joseph say when we talking abt weilun death....life is short,there is nth that u will knw happen nxt..maybe u might meet with the rite one or maybe u will juz meet someone that u will hate forever....who knws or maybe i meet with an accident nxt i am Gone!!!! i am always telling mummy that life is so unpredictable....cherish what u have and be contented....stop complaining that how pathetic life is cuz u live for a reason....If u happen to be a little long life....will u wan to sit dwn when u are 65 yrs old and think what u wan to do with ur life, or rather recall what have u been doing with ur 65yrs of life....think that.....
i believe that HE will bring me when my time is up....if i die young, b4 i get marry...dun be sad cuz everyone has to goes thru the phrase of life and death is juz a cycle....mummy is worried for me now as yr 07 is nt gg to be a gd yr for me...ok hkgers tend to be supertitious....bt yah i am too....having a few bad omens include one that will determined my life and death bt yah i can cross that i can celebrate my 22 yrs bday if nt den too bad i will have to die....lol....den i will at my last breath tell my bros and mum dun cry and pls i wan a nice funeral and nt a HBD funeral that is too hot for me....i juz hate hot weathers....and scattered my ashes in the sea.....i wan to be free when i die....
well this is life...part and parcel of it...hmm maybe i shall shoo off to write my will...so that my family will knw what i wan for my funeral juz in case i die in a tender age....death to me is nth now.....
Saturday, January 27, 2007 ' 11:09 AM
TiReD!!!
DEAD Tired is my word......i came hm like ard 2plus....den i tot mum was still awake as she was juz back frm her biz trip...den i was like dead meat....bt when i open the door....the lites were dark,left only joe's room light was switched on...and yah andrew(my cousin) was here to use the com....phew......theses days i guess i will nt be online....busy with GKC!!!wahaha.....and YES this wknd no soccer watching with DEAR....I'm SORRY!!!! but den i will replace it back nxt week....and thanks for ur sweet msgs that u send.....i will rem to eat while seeing him....no worries....haha........so frens if u are looking for me, hmm...pls sms me or juz give me a call....thanks...^_^shoo off to bed again as i am really lacking of slp and yes i need to do my HW!!!!
Thursday, January 25, 2007 ' 8:39 PM
all Becuz of him!!!!
i am so lost and confused now???well is rumoured that Brian will be gg to Rain concert in msia...well seriously i dun think they link.....is like two diff genre of pple, Rain is like more towards dancing well my Brian is like more into R&B music.....i Choose nt to belief and hope that nth is true!!!Like that i will be Happier and nt make myself sad over this NEWS!!!! Well like i told my frens is FATE that i can see Brian and I KNW ONE DAY I WILL BE ABLE TO SEE HIM!!!so cheer up Joey!!!NTH IS POSSIBLE!!! cuz i knw that brian loves me!!!whahaha....self deceiving myself...guess that is only way to tell myself nth bad is gg to happen.....YEAH i Have to DO that and i will do THAT!!!things these days is really crazy...nth seems to get in my way...instead is the opp way...i had the feeling of how i feel now... Dear say that i been thinking too much bt is that the way??i think too much, well maybe indeed i am.....bt thanks Dear for been there for me, i am thankful of how u think when i am down....i appreciate that alot...Mucks and Hugs Juz for U!!!!I LOVE U LOTSA!!!This week, reports and projects is hogging my life....all the time sitting in front of the lappy, slogging my life...doing the DAMN FEAK reports and PROJECT.....LIFE IS PATHETIC....BT isnt being a student the most joyful thing that could ever happen!!!!well it depends on how u think...to me is pros and cons....tmr ZUN is coming.....bt i am nt LOOKING FORWARD AT ALL now...mainly is the reason of MY BRIAN.....what if he goes....i will be here in SINGAPORE CRYING MY LUNGS OUT!!!! Well if he DOSENT go and i will be A HAPPY GIRL!!!!!i shall think NOT think so much so that i can enjoy!!!Hmm....that will be the way!!!Joey HAs to cheer UP!!!!
Monday, January 22, 2007 ' 9:37 PM
Happy bt HELL awaiTing for ME!!!
No. 1 song: Brian's "가지마" (Don't Go) remains No. 1 for the 2nd week in a row, holding off another challenger moving from No. 19 in the previous week - ERU's "흰눈" (White Snow). The song's score also improves from 702 last week to 806 this week, and is looking strong to stay in No. 1 for another week. But the competition is very strong.
Co-Biggest Movers of the week: There are 2 songs moving up 17 spots this week. As mentioned above, ERU's "흰눈" (White Snow) is one of the songs. This "made for winter" song has matched the No. 2 spot on his previous hit "까만안경" (Black Glasses), and is moving up much faster, definitely a threat to challange Brian for the top spot next week
extract frm soompi.com
well my brian has been doing well for his first solo album.....*winks* now his biggest competitor is Eru....and seriously Eru has been doing well for his album too....and his songs are GREAT...falling in Love with his latest ballad, White Snow....is a nice song...check it out peeps...BUT OVERALL, My Brian Joo is still the BEST!!!!wahaha....
what me made me happy was i had a very great time over the wknd...spending time my frens and also with my dear boy...he is a guy who dosent like to step out of the hse and enjoys staying at hm to watch rental dvd or have a game with his buddies and 2days in straight...he went to played soccer with his mates in the morning as they are afraid that during the afternoon it'll rain..so i woke up like 8.30am, went to his hse and acc him to his match...well he score no goals, his status on 2days was nt really gd and i dun knw y either...haha....maybe he is juz too tired...>_<....bt he is nice enough to buy me a bag...ok we known each other long enough and seriously he is a nice boy and yes zhixue we'll try hard to make this relationship out!!! ^_^
sat-----> jo did nt wan to stay at hm so we meet up with the rest, wenna,jayce,sen sisters, and melissa....we roam ard orchard and that day we went out dried bt the moment we rch orchard, it was raining cats and dogs....no jo said was raining king kong and dinosaur..haha....and we had only 2 umbreallas so we had to go to and fro to fetch the rest....and results all wet...wenna was LATE AGAIN!!!!!bt fine we are used to it...she is always late....^_^ bt we walk ard taka..went to kino den allison said that she was hungry ok dinner time, went to xin wang HK cafe at cine for dinner....nice...is always fun to have fun with them...and what goes on aft that is all crap...
sun--->met Jo again..yes we are meeting each other again...went to TPM cuz jo say that she wanted to buy a pair of heels for work bt ended up nth she bought thanks....and headed to the airport for popeyes....nice....nearly fall asleep while waiting for shiqi,junyi and lingfang.....bt we had a nice cosy session...and den zhi pai session at terminal 2...wahaha...as shiqi and lingfang wanted to eat polar ice cream...sat ard, staring at the tourists who had juz arrived....haha...seriously we have nth to do....
counting dwn to ZUN coming is just 4days....and i had to skip class for it...haiz....busy week for me....too many things awaiting for me to complete...proj, reports...man what a life i am leading...they sucks and they REALLY SUCKS.....
Friday, January 19, 2007 ' 12:50 AM
HaPpY mE!!!
well, i am kinda of lazy to blog these days....nth to blog well there are lotsa bt is that i am plainly lazy....wahaha....
sch has already started...and lessons will start only nxt week bt cuz my reports are nt done ok only 1 left to hand in and i had to rush it out to meet the deadline...and i think that the report i wll probably fail as i had no idea of what am i writing abt..nvm ...joesph and jason oso thinks the same way so yah we will fail??haha....
YES!!!joey has an ans to her qn and YES I AM ATTACHED...bt yah i think we will both try this out and work this out....hoping that it will succeed eventually**winks to my dear boy zhixue**hmm to those who gave me advice....i appreciate that...i rather treasure the moment that we both have den to lose....so yah we muz work hard on it....jiayou joey....
and this wknd i am spending time with my boy at hm...ok he is juz lazy to go out other den the soccer games he plays with his mates, other den that is home...wahaha....bt nonetheless, i am meeting junyi and gang....whahaah...fun and more fun.....so girls no worries, even though i'm attached bt hey i still rem u girls and yes i will have time for u girls too!!!!so NO WORRIES!!!!
well this week and nxt week packed week...damn packed too many things to be completed and done!!!!KILL ME....i seriously hope for a 28hrs day....so that i have time for all....>_<.....
Sunday, January 14, 2007 ' 11:40 PM
To be Brave for ONCE??
well this qn has been hanging in the air for a long long time and the ans i been finding is nv the one i wanted.....
and this time i am really HOPING FOR AN ANS...something which i thiing think is the best for the both of us.....something which will not harm the relationship that we have....was listening to xiao zhu song-hao peng you.....and i think that this song best describe what we are both thinking abt.....will we have to be brave juz for once or will we wan to be cowards and let this go on forever.....we are on the road searching for an ans....was talking to weiliang and he thinks that juz be brave for once not thinking abt what others think and juz be ourselves!!!well we both hope for that...bt what weiliang advise me on i really appreciate that...he is one of my frens who understand what is the whole thing is abt.....i sighed that we are too close and understand each other too well....he knw what i am thinking abt and what i longed for.,...he is the one who thinks of me everytime he wants someone to feel the joy with him....
is way to long, that we have been asking this qn.....hanging in the air for too long...maybe i wan to juz go away and think is this worth to go for risk???maybe i shall be a coward and just let things cont what it used to be???i dun do bt i hope that i can find an ans REAL SOON!!!!
who can GIVE ME THE BEST ADVICE on what shld i do???Only maybe GOD can give me the ans which i longed for.....
Friday, January 12, 2007 ' 9:22 PM
Energy level is going DAMN LOW!!!!
if now i had a chance to do something else i would choose to SLEEP!!!! i need to slp!!!i am serious lacking of sleep...with burning of midnite oils for my reports and proj...these alone is enough to drive me crazy!!!! with a grp mate that doesnt do work and all she do is to nag and nag and complain...i can die....some1 juz stab me can i beg u!!!!and yes i am damn obessed with Goong S....Se7en is so so so cute inside....or rather he is funny.....i love it!!!!now my wed and thur is dedicating to my se7en....his first drama i have to say is like GD???hmm or maybe i am bias??ok cuz i love him!!!!dotz cuz he is Choi Dong Wook!!!!**wee**tmr i am working frm 8.30-5.30....can die....bt i need $$ so yah muz work!!haiz,,,,i am a slave to the $$ a sucker of it!!no matter i wan to save and be a little rich girl.....my aim,.....and my cousin...steve is in town for a biz trip soon!!!i am so happy.....cuz he still owns me a present..>_<"' and we will have a shopping trip soon!!!clothes...more clothes...i love clothes.....cant wait for steve to be in town....and yes Zun to be in sg too!!!!ps....i am damn obessed with hana kimi and Goong S......SHIT this's taking up my wkdays other den sch work is dramas....i need to work....on wkends...any intro???
Tuesday, January 09, 2007 ' 11:14 AM
TiReD!!!
Oh man, i am really very very tired!!! i had not sleep for like 1day from sun to mon!!!thanks man.....the reports writing is juz driving me crazy!!!with one night of not sleeping...i managed to like finished like 2 of my reports....and YES I HAVE ONE MORE REPORT TO GO!!!RAWR!!! i juz cant imagine that i actually faced the lappy from like sun morning till like mon noon!!! den heded to the library for my 3rd report for more info....was abt to doze off in the library...too comfortable and i was abt to die soon!!!now i am STILL STUCK with what to write and have 2projects to do!!!man...the sch stuffs is like driving my nerves....RAWR!!!when will these things come to an END?? HAIZ!!!!well today is the 10th of JAN....IS BRIAN JOO BIRTHDAY!!!! Woohoo!!!***happy joey*** HAAPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN!!! The Brian is really a nice album....worth the $$$...get it peeps....wahaha....i am really damn freaking tired and i hoped to finished everything soon!!!!REAL SOON AND JUZ SLEEP!!!!
Friday, January 05, 2007 ' 1:07 AM
Clumsy shall be my middle name!!!
now i officially proclaimed that clusmy is my middle name!!! i cant belief that is just like 4days starting of tne new yr and i gt myself hurt....thanks man!! this time by HOT WATER....in the morning was making a cup of hot milo for myself due that i was hungry.....den i just dun knw what went thru my mind...the whole kettle juz slipped off my hand and that's it!!! I was scalded by HOT WATER.....den i was like WTF!!! No1 was at hm so yah self treated and called mum she was like thanks huh how blur and clumsy can u go!!!yah i am clumsy and blur that is what Joel and Joe always say abt me(for ur info they are my oppas)whahah...my mum just love the Letters JO....wahhaha...
since this is the first accident tat happen in yr 07....ok what more is coming...i was nearly knock dwn by a car on wed...y cuz i was day dreaming..thanks again....i SERIOUSLY need BIG TIME TO ADJUST my CONCENTRATION MIND!!!! stop day-dreaming.....bt then i shall try.....just try....anyway who knws what will happens the nxt day or the following day....well i kinda of like c'mon if i die tmr den ok pls dun cry and play my fave songs k???wear red since is my fave colour!!!whahah....
i have to thanks to....Junyi,wenna, allison,Shiqi,lingfang, Jo,Jayce,Kelly,Jiamin,PhangLing,vannessa,xiumin,fishball,qianhui,steph,geral,loraine, and so on!!!!sorry too many pple liao i cant rem so much....for the fun and laughter.........thanks for making such a happening day!!!!!!!!
I LOVE U GIRLS ALOT!!!(doing the Jo famous handsign, Jo u need to take copyrights liao)haha.....and i cant wait to meet u all again!!!SOON!!!!
well i just have to say!!!! SQ Business CLASS is way too COOL!!!!!whahah...i LOVE IT AND I LOVE MY OPPAS....MUCKS!!!!
and yes some BITCH just has to spolit my damn gd mood!!!!yes u're just a pathetic soul who needs lotsa of attn and i'm so sorry if he cant loves u cuz he is my buddy in sch!!!u're jealous is ur DAMN FUCKING bUsiness...dun step in my turf again and i make sure u've a peaceful life if nt dun regret what u did to me and i make sure that i will pay u double or 10times of what u did!!!TRUST ME!!! I will make ur life a HELL!!!! So stop PISSING ME OFF if nt u will regreT!!! u SON of A B**C*!!!!!
ps:pardon the ugly words, she is just a B*T*H that enjoys teasing me with her family life.....thanks i am proud to say yes so what i am a single parent....i am happy is my business!!!!i dun need u to care whether do i have a dad!!!!cuz this fact has been living with me for yrs!!!! stop saying that single parent is a pathetic soul while i think u are the one!!!!
pissed joey........RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!(I NEED A PLACE TO SCREAM!!!!!)