Wednesday, June 27, 2007 ' 12:56 AM
i am so nt used to leading a life without u in my life!!! seeing u on msn, i still gt the urge to click on talk to U!! bt i knw once i do it i will break dwn and cried again....so i decided nt to let myself do such a mistake...frens been telling me to block u bt i wont do that cuz i still hope that we can still be frens...
i am no longer pining hopes that we will be together....i knw i cant pinned hopes cuz what i got in the end is misery to myself....so i will juz have to let go of the kite and let it fly freely!!! maybe end up someday we will be able to say hi to each other and the smile on us will still be the same!!! bt when will be the day i really dun knw...seeing u that day juz bring me tears....maybe i dun knw how to face u on streets???shunned frm u or making a detour juz to avoid....i dun knw...i juz dun wan to cry for u anymore is really too tired and too stressing!!!
thanks to those who tag on my board....now i might nt be ok bt i believe that i will be fine soon one day!!! thanks alot!! i <3 u guys!!! and the smses that u guys send i appreciate alot!!!
MAYBE I JUZ NEED TIME TO ADAPT!!! bt tHANKS TO MY DEAR FRENS!!!