Thursday, January 31, 2008 ' 12:06 AM
COUGH
FLU
ARGH!!!!
i am sick for the past 2 weeks or so i guess....
3 times to the doctor.... i had enough of anitibiotics.... and cough mixture... brown to pink now RED.... EEEKS...
I NEED TO GET MYSELF CURE B4 NEW YR!!! YES I NEED!!
if nt i am gg to cry buckets.. staring at others and i cant have it!! THAT IS SUCH A SAD THING!!
wenna 21 is arriving... seriously havent been talking to her... i miss her so much!!!!
so is my other friends .... I MISS U ALL SO MUCH!!!
typing this entry i realise i do have a couple of frens who are having their 21st bday this yr!!! OMG!!!
[thismeansjoeyisggtobebroke]
update soon... basically cuz i am TOO LAZY LOL!!!
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 ' 12:02 AM
I RATHER KILL MYSELF NOW.... iS MUCH FASTER!!!
I WAN TO GO BACK!!! YES I WAN GO BACK HK!!!
JO shot me with a news... that can kill me!!!
I saw the scans for popolo and myojo for the mar issue... nt rather sure which was the scans that is enough to make me wan to FIRED the STYLIST!!!!
WHAT'S ON KOYA HEAD... A WITCH HAT!!! KILL ME!!! SERIOUSLY!!!! i complained to tri how ugly was it.. and rather... masu doesnt look nice too!!! FAINT!!! JUZ KILL THE BOTH OF US WILL BE MUCH FASTER!!!! =.='''
Thank god at least kame doesnt disappoint me... if nt i can really prepared to jump off the building ANYTIME!! =.='''
THE COVER of KT SINGLE LIPS.... OMG !!!! KILL ME!!! JE NEEDS A NEW GRAPHIC DESIGNER... wth is the glow in the dark concept... is
supppper uglyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! so as to ensure i can knw where kame is located in my rm... tsk i dun need that... i rather face him with my huge wall poster... that rather look normal to me... A GLOWING SINGLE... SPARE ME!!! [ A TOTAL TURN OFF] =.=
i PRAY i dun have any more shocking news soon.... joey will nt be able to take it and will rather kill herself den knowing anything else....
i NEED A RATHER QUIET LIFE!!!!
PS: MEL MANAGED TO MAKE MY DAY A HAPPIER ONE!!!! ^^
EVERYONE IS FLYING BACK HM!!! and I AM STUCK IN THE DAMN SG!!! ARGH!!! THIS IS RATHER DEPRESSING!! and I WAN A TIX TO FLY BACK HM!!!!
Monday, January 21, 2008 ' 12:19 AM
I <3 the way u treated us... is always so different....
I <3 the way u paid ur attn to us.... is always nice....
I <3 the sincerity that u had....
I will rem the way u treated us....
When we dont pin too much hope on u.... u can just eventually make our day... with the simple gesture that u had.....^^
Mel this is for u and me.... shhhhhhh............. is a secret.... LOL!!!! ^^
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!! ^^
PS:mel i knw u <3 ur name alot!!! Wahahaha.....
i love the gesture u did.... MELTS.... mel u shld knw rite... i am sure u shld knw what am i referring to!!! ^^
Sunday, January 20, 2008 ' 4:04 PM
I AM SOON GG TO DIE FRM COUGHING!!!!
BAD BAD BAD COUGH!!! now totally lost the ability to even talk cuz it juz irritates my throat alot!!!!
bt den nonetheless...
they are my entertainers....

is nv that hard for any of my friends to knw that HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM!!!! i guess all my frens who the hell is kame.... in fact i spazz too much abt him till any that doesnt knw abt KT is aware for THIS GUY!!!! CUZ JOEY LOVES HIM A HELL LOTSA!!!! DUN even mention that i spazz abt him every now and then ^^.... ** i love his smile alot!!!** i am really biased when i am talking abt him!!! LOL!!

i LOVE THIS JE GRP!!! NEWS <333333333333333!!!!! Managed to pull tri into this whole NEWS thingy... end up results.... she HEARTS MASU A HELL LOTSA!!!! i am nv biased to this grp except for shige... DUN ask me WHY cuz i JUZ DUN KNW WHY!!! LOL!!! no special reason i guess... bt i enjoy watching ryo bullying shige... is such an entertainment!!!!
jpop yes i am BACK!!! did i ever leave.... i guess NV!!! throw this grp of JE BOYS IN the BIN iS A VERY HARD TASK FOR ME!!!! cuz i simply hearts this boys with all my heart..............
coughing my lungs out at hm bt den this grp of boys nv fails to make my day a happy one... ^^
Friday, January 18, 2008 ' 1:00 AM
i read noey blog and i cried...
simply why... cuz is touching.... =(
my family... is a very common topic that appears when u are writing a composition.... simply i dun have a complete one... till no i dun have one..
my parents divorced at the age of when i was 4... i used to think why does others have a father and i dont... simply cuz my dad had a affair... he decided to give up on my mum and my bros that include me when i was at a tender age of 4... not knowing what was happening to my surroundings... the feelings was so weird when i saw little girls holding their dad hand and walk... is just so sweet isnt it... =)
my surroundings... the grps of frens that i hang out with... only a small grp of us is frm a single parent family... tough surroundings... i didnt grow up with a very gd environment... my mum has to struggled to bring the 3 of us out... tagging along with 3 kids wasnt easy... a woman has to struggle with her kids upbringing making sure that they dun go the wrong way wasnt easy... esp the boys.. thank god, my mum was blessed with gd 2 sons, be it their education and till what they are now... i bet mum now muz be glad... it was me the whole family worried... i am born weak... illness comes knocking to my door every now and then... my asthma attacks late at nites... mummy has to bring me to the hopsital and nw i am done with my op bt i am caught with a very bad cold. cough and fever... omg what more... my mum is worried... my bros too... whenever i am sick they will nv have a gd slp... making sure i eat my med on time and have my meals on time... calling me time to time making sure i am fine... i appreciate that alot!! ^^
even thou when my bros are posted to the states to work... they will call me every now and then to make sure everything is fine here... making sure i have $$ to eat, shop.. so they increase my allowance.. =.= i am stubborn and pampered, this is one pt i dun deny... some say i am spoilt by my bros... bt den i knw they are juz replacing the father place in my heart... my bros are really strict when it comes to my upbringing... the days of my eg chasing ... i swear that i was way too much... knowing the risk of getting scolded i will still go ahead with what i want... this is me... bt looking back i am sure i am way too much.. bt den it was in the past already... dun look back look forward... most imptly...
i gt into better terms with my dad is only when i finished my sec sch... or maybe earlier den that.. all this while i knw that he worries for me... bt den u knw man dun express themselves well esp to their daughters nt to mention their sons... LOL!! my dad is one typical example.. my mum is always my character wise is so much like my dad.... stubborn and spolit... and pampered... always getting the way i wan the way to be...
as time goes by... i learnt to grow up... bt den maybe till now i am spolit.. dun blame me... blame on joel and joe fong... is none of my fault!! =.= growing up is a process.... a process where u learn to fall and stand up .... friends u hang out with........ be it a gd or a bad influence... bt they are something that u learn something frm... ^^
no worries... i am juz typing my thoughts... aft reading noey blog... i think i am really spoilt... YES I AM!!! bt hey i am learning nt to BE SPOILT BY THEM!!! I WILL TRY!!! ^^
till then... i am still very depressed over i gt to stay for the cny in SPORE!!! THIS IS SUCH A SAD FACT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAN TO GO BACK HKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 ' 10:40 PM

INTRODUCING
Kousaku Hatanakathat is kame name in the new show 1 pound gospel..... ^^
i <3 my darlin inside the show... the 1st epi of the show... he makes me laugh like crazy!!! all he thinks was abt food... OMGGGGGGGGGGGG HOW CUTE WAS IT!!!!

i hearts the smile that he has inside the show... omg **melts instantly**

his fave hobby inside the show... he LOVES TO EAT......... hahaha...

THIS WAS SO CUTE!!! he was hiding his junk food frm the president...
OMG i cant wait for the 2nd epi to be air.... bt den is a wknd show... means subs is only out on mon... sigh.............. a long waitttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tri is in the masu mood recently!!! she hearts her masudaaaaaaaaaaaaa........................
well i still heart my koya, ryo and pi... call me a greedy lover of je... the boys are simply <3!!!
off to watch toma show... honey and clover............ ^^
Monday, January 14, 2008 ' 11:08 AM
tsk tsk tsk.................
i am caught with a flu, fever and cough now.... ARGH!!!
my nose is blocked... fever doesnt go dwn... =.=
the damn weather has made me a much more grumpy person and i talk like donald duck at times... THANK YOU VERY MUCH =.=
ARGH!! can the weather be a little better... so that i can recover soon!!!
pardon me now i dun speak with a clear mind or if i talk rubbish... pls forgive me.. tsk.... LOL!!
Thursday, January 10, 2008 ' 12:29 AM
HAPPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY BRIAN JOO <33333!!!!LOve u many many!!! enjoy ur day!!! LOVE u ALWAYS !!!omg i am FREAKING FUCKING TIRED NOW...been stressing my brain cells these days.... tsk tsk.... shopping yes i need retail therapy... it seems to be the best med for me each time i am stress out.... =.=CNY is just round the corner and this yr i am NOT GG BACK TO HK FOR CNY... HOW SAD is THIS!!!! SOBX!!!!! bt den i shall juz live with it!!! ^^ at least i have my bros with me...
Sunday, January 06, 2008 ' 1:24 AM
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
the moment i saw mr choi on crutches to tw, my tears juz dropped T___T... his professionalism is nv underestimated... NV... one hard working boy yes indeed he is.. now in crutches, restricting his actions, bt he still has to go tw...
one reason is becuz han kyung wasnt there... well thinking that kyung carries a china passport, somehow it does have some difficulties for him to enter tw... [ blame on the tw-china politics] so yah mr choi juz had to attn.... time to rest well i dun even think that he has the time to even rest... he look tired.... bt den he nv fails to put a smile on his face... hoping the fans wont get worried well u juz did mr choi... tsk tsk tsk!!! T___T
LDH, ur wave very fu yan........ LOL!!! inside the airport u smile, once outside, u are totally diff no smile bt cont to wave frm rite to left, den left to rite... geral says he seems happy.... =.= LOL , maybe cuz he wasnt having his mood swing!!!
killer smile as usual, his gucci bag.... is always nt hard to spot him cuz with his famous gucci bag is very easy to knw where he is hiding among the boys... hahaahahahahah.... u juz failed in that mr kkb!!! LOL!!!
Baby Kyu, tsk tsk, u are on the road of recovery and yet u are flying to tw... tsk tsk tsk.... pals u!!! argh!!!
the 11 of them all look tired... really tired... man my 13 boys does need rest... yes they do!!!
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PS: I NEED TO SHOP FOR NEW CLOTHES!!!!!! =.=
Wednesday, January 02, 2008 ' 11:26 PM
I AM SUppose to blog buttttttttt i AM TOO LAZYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!
lazy bones is in me again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
new year resoultion is almost done....
bros is gg back to the states in mar... SIGH!!!
no free shopping ... sigh no extra allowance... sigh..............
recently i juz love to sighhhhhhhhhhhhh
but but.......................i made a new fren, kaiwei.... omg he is a cute bt on the other hand irritating guy bt still nv fails to make our day..^^ ahhhhhhhhhhhhh boyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! ^^
tricia and him.... dumb and dumber... LOL!!!! ^^
joey is happy and contented!!!! ^^