Friday, January 18, 2008 ' 1:00 AM
i read noey blog and i cried...
simply why... cuz is touching.... =(
my family... is a very common topic that appears when u are writing a composition.... simply i dun have a complete one... till no i dun have one..
my parents divorced at the age of when i was 4... i used to think why does others have a father and i dont... simply cuz my dad had a affair... he decided to give up on my mum and my bros that include me when i was at a tender age of 4... not knowing what was happening to my surroundings... the feelings was so weird when i saw little girls holding their dad hand and walk... is just so sweet isnt it... =)
my surroundings... the grps of frens that i hang out with... only a small grp of us is frm a single parent family... tough surroundings... i didnt grow up with a very gd environment... my mum has to struggled to bring the 3 of us out... tagging along with 3 kids wasnt easy... a woman has to struggle with her kids upbringing making sure that they dun go the wrong way wasnt easy... esp the boys.. thank god, my mum was blessed with gd 2 sons, be it their education and till what they are now... i bet mum now muz be glad... it was me the whole family worried... i am born weak... illness comes knocking to my door every now and then... my asthma attacks late at nites... mummy has to bring me to the hopsital and nw i am done with my op bt i am caught with a very bad cold. cough and fever... omg what more... my mum is worried... my bros too... whenever i am sick they will nv have a gd slp... making sure i eat my med on time and have my meals on time... calling me time to time making sure i am fine... i appreciate that alot!! ^^
even thou when my bros are posted to the states to work... they will call me every now and then to make sure everything is fine here... making sure i have $$ to eat, shop.. so they increase my allowance.. =.= i am stubborn and pampered, this is one pt i dun deny... some say i am spoilt by my bros... bt den i knw they are juz replacing the father place in my heart... my bros are really strict when it comes to my upbringing... the days of my eg chasing ... i swear that i was way too much... knowing the risk of getting scolded i will still go ahead with what i want... this is me... bt looking back i am sure i am way too much.. bt den it was in the past already... dun look back look forward... most imptly...
i gt into better terms with my dad is only when i finished my sec sch... or maybe earlier den that.. all this while i knw that he worries for me... bt den u knw man dun express themselves well esp to their daughters nt to mention their sons... LOL!! my dad is one typical example.. my mum is always my character wise is so much like my dad.... stubborn and spolit... and pampered... always getting the way i wan the way to be...
as time goes by... i learnt to grow up... bt den maybe till now i am spolit.. dun blame me... blame on joel and joe fong... is none of my fault!! =.= growing up is a process.... a process where u learn to fall and stand up .... friends u hang out with........ be it a gd or a bad influence... bt they are something that u learn something frm... ^^
no worries... i am juz typing my thoughts... aft reading noey blog... i think i am really spoilt... YES I AM!!! bt hey i am learning nt to BE SPOILT BY THEM!!! I WILL TRY!!! ^^
till then... i am still very depressed over i gt to stay for the cny in SPORE!!! THIS IS SUCH A SAD FACT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WAN TO GO BACK HKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!