i am much better now...

talked to a couple of my close frens, crying it out, i feel so much better

to my fren who is up there, u are finally free frm the pains and sufferings... ^^

no more med, no more jabs and no more checkup isnt that great

i wish i can too... no med, no jabs no checkup

just ytd, one of my fren told me, wheather happy or sad, i still have to live with it

this is LIFE, sometimes it makes one suffers alot bt it does make one stronger....

seriously when i knew the fact that he is gone, i was thinking why do i fight so hard when at the 1st place i knew that i cant be cured...

my med bills is scary, seeing my bros shuttling between work and hospital and my mum too... my aunt has to take really good care of me... nt wanting me to suffer, i knew that i cant cry....
it juz makes them worry... T__T bt bottling up this feelings is nt what i wan... i wan to cry...
shoulder to lean on, HARD... i dun wan any sympathy.... I DUN NEED IT ANYWAY!!!

treating me like a patient, be careful whenever i am nt feeling well.. well some might not know, this feelings actually sucks BIG TIME...

now i am in the 3rd course of my med,... this course is much heavier, effects, i lost weight, my hair is dropping too... and yes i lost my appetite.... now i dun eat as much as i used to... that is the side effects of my 3rd course of med... sympathic enough...

meaning of life, seriously i dun knw, i'm still searching it... looking for an ans...
bt now,i am gg to live the way i used to have........ frens if u see me unwell, pls treat me normally...

cuz when i'm gone, i am a happy girl...

pal, u are gone, i missed u so much... aft so long u finally gave up... maybe when my time's up.. we will meet up there rite???

bt till then, U WILL BE DEEPLY MISSED!!!!

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