Friday, May 16, 2008 ' 12:38 AM
Mother Earth is ANGRY, Natural Disaters is happening more often...
Seriously i dun knw what is wrong with the EARTH now, Global Warming has been happening the past few yrs, ice on the poles is melting, the earth is getting warmer now... as u can see frm the weathers ard the world...
China Earthquake and Mynammar Cyclone causes innocent lives to be the victims. SIGH THIS IS SUCH A SAD FACT. Been reading about the news on this 2 countries that has be strike with natural disater... seriously pple who are living in SPORE... stop complaining that how hot the damn weather is, in geographical location, u guys are one of the luckiest person on earth that wont have such things happen... sadly to say, back home in hongkong we do experience BAD WEATHER, much worst den SPORE could have...
GOD PLS BLESS THOSE VICTIMS... T___T
Health as usual, good and bad sometimes, well i am getting the fact, i am in fact, getting used to it. But now, i have to go for checkup myself, cause my bros are back in the states.. T__T miss them so much and doing everything by myself. Except the fact that i have to cab to and fro cause there is no1 that can pick me up, but i am fine. not to the extend that i will leave mother earth that soon..
talking to MR NG last night, what he told me , i was seriously touched.
i know the fact that he is afraid that it might not be a success, he might afraid that he might have lose a friend,
he told me if he can, he would have donated the heart to me.. OMG!!! i cried cause i will never want that to happen. i know that he mean well... he is afraid that i might not be able to make it.
well sad to say, i dont have the confidence that i will recover soon after that, or can i even come out of the OT, no1 can even tell me an ans for it...
well it gives me some time to give some deep thoughts on it... maybe after all , the transplant wasnt meant for me... i might well just give up simply because i am scare that i might even leave before even coming out of the OT.
time for some deep thoughts..