just this morning, i was reading the papers, came across this article who has the same heart disease as i do, but her age is only at a tender age of 13 and now she does is to wait for her death.

this is no joke, she was actually granted a heart transplant, but she rejected, she sees in no point that even after the operation she has to be on constant med and also yes she will still face death.

Quoted" i had enough operations in my life"
how sad this can be, i went through what she went thru, death i brushed past b4, and end up i will still need a op to survive, seriously i do ask myself what is the pt??

since one day i will still have to face death, nth is impossible. this i knw, bt heart problem is never a cure. NEVER. Even though u have a heart transplant, it doesnt mean u will be 100% cure.

Friends ard me is alway saying that u can make it, u will never die, and say yes we are not in ur shoes.. we will never understand the pain that u went thru.. frankly speaking, i dun need any sympathy, nor saying that u'll be fine, nth is gg to happen to u. i listened to this 1001 times or even more.
but once joseph said, have u ever thought what if one day u will just pass out and died, cuz of a sudden heart attack?? i replied, hmm, maybe i will be ur guardian angel. if that is i have enough karma to be one. ^^

reading her article, make me sees a different point of life, i might be waiting for death to arrive, but as long as i am still seeing the sun rise above the nxt day i will still make full use of my day. despite i am waiting for death to arrive.since i have already decided that i am not gg to have the nxt transplant.

cuz of this crap and bullshit, med that is constantly adding on to my never ending med life, i had enough of this shit. I JUST HAD ENOUGH!!!

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