Friday, February 27, 2009 ' 12:10 AM
is back again...
is all about waiting time....
death brushes pass me once b4, and this time is coming again??
heart is nt 'listening' to me again... sigh....
how long will this sufferings has to last for me...
probably letting it go at the 1st place was the right choice, right mummy....
maybe bros was right, i am stubborn, i wan to strive for everything good in my life,
contented, happy, cheerful. i tried to stay positive, but well the negative thoughts did come sometimes.
seeing the sadness in my mum's face, i knw she is gg to worry abt me again... sigh..
talked to bros abt it, they are like omg it happen again... i survived a yr and now is all coming back to me...
i dun pin hopes cuz i dun wan any of my hopes being dashed...
all i can ask for is to live day by day w/o any accidents...